Life With My Sir

We now have a weekly schedule, every day as a certain theme. Monday we focus on my toilet slave training.

Tuesday is food day, where Sir controls what I eat. Last Tuesday Sir made me eat off the floor with no hands but also take chocolate and melt it between my ass and pussy. It was messy and gross and He had me edge. But then He made me take my finger and gather chocolate from my ass and pussy and eat it! It was so gross and humiliating.

Wednesday is exercise day were I go to bed exhausted from the workout Sir makes me do. I did 50 sit-ups as soon as i got up, 25 when i got home again, then another 100 on the phone with Sir that night. He also had me stretch my legs till they hurt and squat down for over an hour while He was out for dinner (I fell over many times). Finally, i did 200 push-ups before i was allowed to sleep. I was so tired and my body hurt for days after.

Tuesday is pain day usually when I get my new brand for the week. I usually don’t enjoy pain but the brand this week was an A carved over my left tit. Its Sirs initial!  I love it so much and we are planning next week to make it scar so i forever have His mark.

Friday is position and humiliation day. I woke up that morning in a very bad mood and wrongly took it out on Sir. I ended up with 3 punishments cause of that and not doing my set tasks. I am also on my period and ended up leaking through my jeans…i was so embarrassed but Sir found it hilarious and made me send him pictures of it. It was defiantly a day full of humiliation!

Saturday is my rest days were we do not play.

And Sunday is binding day. As i type this my tiny 34A chest is tightly bound in rope. Sir says i will sleep tightly tied up tonight in a very uncomfortable position but i don’t know what it is yet.

…I hurt Sir today…He seen that i was talking to another dom on here and i told him that his blog made me wet and horny. Sir is very upset i disappointed Him greatly. I fell extremely guilty for cause Sir this pain. He is the only one i ever want to own me and i let Him down. I did not mean to cause this pain if i wasn’t so stupid this would never have happened. I know Sir will punish me for this and i accept anything he sees fit. i just pray to god He doesn’t leave me
 
 

Sir really pushed me today. As soon as i got out of bed He told me that every hour on the hour i must strip naked and send a pic, And i must drink a full glass of water. Sir also had me edge many times but i was not allowed to cum. I quickly got desperate to use the bathroom but Sir kept saying no. He wanted me so desperate that i couldn't sit still and i leaked. Eventually, it got so bad i could barely move and Sir finally allowed me to piss.

For every minute late or early i missed with the pictures i had one spank to my pussy. I ended up with about 35 spanks sadly. Sir said i made Him extremely hard and i begged to see. I have not earned the privilege to see His cock fully yet, only in His boxers. Sir said that if He let me see than i would have to give myself 10 snaps with rubber bands to my clit. I took the offer cause i love Sir’s big cock to much to pass up the chance to see it. The snaps with the bands were so bad i started to cry. My cunt was so sore and red. Sir than had me edge right after. I felt no pleasure from this only pain. I also had to lick my toes and sweat. Every second i wasn't fulfilling a task i had to do sit ups i did well over 200 and my body is aching from it. Sir also had me lick the toilet seat and rim! I had to swallow after every lick and i wasn't allowed to wash my tongue after? i felt like i was going to puke! To finish off sir had me squat on my shaking ankles and pull on my nipples. My legs were so weak for the day that after a few minutes i fell over? Sir found it really funny, to me it was embarrassing. Tonight i sleep naked with both my ankles tied to the bed?

Im finally able to pee perfectly fine on camera for Sir. Its still very embarrassing but i can do it now. I have to play with my piss soaked clit but now also rub the piss on my thighs and go about my day. Going out in public knowing I'm a dirty piss covered whore makes me wet all the time. Im trying my best to please my Sir the best i can but i know i get bratty at times and forget my place. I feel horrible after and apologize and am punishment for my disobedience as i should be. I know Sir will always be there for me no matter what. A Dom/sub relationship is not all kink and punishment. Its also being there for each other and caring for one another. Sir has taken care of me always. Especially after a hard task or something i just couldn't do. He always makes me feel happy and safe no matter what.

Im becoming less shy now with Sir. I am more comfortable with showing my face when eating like a dog and sending voice messages.

He gave me a new brand last night and I’m so proud to wear His mark. As always He pushed me till i cried which i hate doing but Sir says its natural and He likes it, so i push myself even further for Him.

Im also becoming more used to videoing myself when i piss. Sir is training me to be a toilet slave so everytime i piss i must film it, play with my piss shoked clit for 30 seconds, then wipe. I still have a hard time peeing on camera but im slowly getting better i think.

I slept with my ankle tied to the bed leg last night. It was actually really fun. It wasn’t tight and the rope was long so i could move fairly easily but knowing i was tied to the bed like a proper slave felt so good, it was even better cause Sir made me sleep completely naked as well.

Overall im enjoying being Sirs toy very much. I love every second serving Him

Im giving up almost all control to my Sir now. He has control over basically everything. I ate meatballs in gravy sauce today on the floor like a dog. I was trying to be clean about it but Sir reminded me that dogs don't worry about making a mess. So i put my face in the bowl and ate. My face was full of the sauce and i felt embarrassed and gross. I wasn’t allowed to wipe it off it i was finished and even than sir had me try to lick it off my face?.

I have no privacy either anymore. Im not even allowed to use the bathroom without sending a pic asking for permission totally naked except for my collar, sitting on the toilet. I have to send a video when i wipe as well cause Sir wants to make sure I don't touch my pussy more than needed. That is definitely the most humiliating part to me.

I got a new branding on my right hip curving alone the bone. Once again Sir pushed me till i cried but was there for me through it all. This one was not as bad as the one on my ass but my jeans are constantly rubbing against it cause it to hurt, but i like it cause it reminds me that the pain i suffer is for my Sir.

…i was a bad slave today…i talked back to my Master and was completely disrespectful. I am undoubtedly sorry for what i did but know that in order to learn i must be punished. Sir has denied me permission to cum for a week. I may be able to reduce that time but i don't know how yet. Every time i ask to cum adds another day to my denial. I deserve this

Sir has me numbered now. Everyday i get a number that i must write on my body and show Him. That is what I'm referred to as for the day. Today i was #1234. Being degraded to not even having a name is so amazing. I love the feeling of being less than human. My Sir does a perfect job at making me feel this along with so many other things. I am so lucky.

Im also learning basic slave positions, 12 in total. Sir says there's lots of room for improvement so i need to work much harder at getting them all perfectly right to His satisfaction. I hope that soon i will have them all down perfect and make Him proud.

I was so wet and horny all day today. Gradually giving up control to Sir is amazing. I haven't cum for days and He kept me horny for tonight with the possibility of an orgasm. I stripped off my clothes, put on my collar and presented myself to Sir in the endurance position that i have learned. He had me put on my ball gag and hump my pillow like a horny animal in heat. The goal was to make my pillow as wet as possible cause i would be sleeping on it tonight. I was turned on by acting like the horny animal i am and Sir telling me all the dirty things he would do to me. I finally had an amazing orgasm and thanked my Sir for the gift of release. Now I’m in bed with my face on my pillow soaked in my mess.
 
 

Sir gave me a new brand yesterday, it was on my ass going from the top of my leg, over my right ass cheek, to my back. He had me scratch with my nail till the line was sore and bleeding again but this time he had me do 6 scratched with the sharp tip of my tweezers as well. It hurt so bad i started crying but Sir talked me through the pain telling me how good i was doing and how proud He was of me. He pushed my limits by having me do 2 more hard deep scratched with the tweezers. I was a mess after it all, crying so hard. My Sir knew what to do tho, He didn't leave me. He told me to wrap up in a blanket and get warm. Imagining He was there with me. I felt so safe and happy. I made my Sir proud and that's all i need in life, to please Him.

The most disgusting thing Sir has made me do so far is to rub my finger over my foot and in between my toes (since i cant wear socks my feet were really dirty) dip my finger in yogurt and eat it. I literally started gagging it was so gross! Sir had me do it once more before i was able to eat normally but even than it made me want to throw up.

The latest branding Sir has had me do was behind my left knee. I scratched till there was blood and i reached my limit. Every movement hurt. Especially when i got in the shower and the hot water hit the wound. I screamed so loud it sounded like i was being murdered! This was all a few days ago and the mark is still there. It still hurts like hell but it reminds me every moment that my Sir controls me.

He had me paint my nails today, as usual, i had no say in what color. He picked a deep red for my fingers and toes and happy to give up things so simple as what color to paint my nails.

Im so thankful to have such an amazing Master

Firstly, my Sir, has me do daily brandings. He will pick a spot on my body in the morning and I must scratch at the skin to make it red, bleeding, and sore till He is satisfied. The first time He had me do it was from my collarbone to my hip, going over my right breast, then under my breast so my bra would rub the sore area the whole day. I still have the marks from it. I love going about my day and feeling the pain from the mark, being reminded of being owned by Him.

I was at uni one day when He messaged me to remove my socks, I found it very odd but did as told. Quickly my feet got cold but I was not allowed to put them back on. I have not be allowed to wear socks since. Its a simple thing but Sir says its an important step to becoming His mindless object. I will slowly give up other luxuries as well.

As a proper slave, i cant act on my own. I must as Sir for permission to do the simplest of things, to eat, drink, use the bathroom, etc. I love the feeling of giving up total control over my life to Him. I know He will take good care of me as I am His property.

Lastly for now, the most painfully, time costuming thing Sir has been making me do is to remove my pubes one by one with tweezers. Its incredibly painful and annoying but it makes Sir so proud and happy that I take the time to do it. He says once I'm finished I’ll be so smooth for Him and He will be extremely happy with me. That's all I want with my life, to know I’ve made my Sir proud.