From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were—I have not seen
As others saw—I could not bring
My passions from a common spring—
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow—I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone—
And all I lov’d—I lov’d alone
Edgar Allan Poe, ‘Alone’.
Well I don’t know how to start.. that’s why I’ll just write.
I can’t figure out what I want, well, not quite.. I’d like a man to take care of me, to praise me, but also strict when needed, to tell me what to do, what’s right and what’s wrong. I don’t have any experience (a bit pathetic, I know) so maybe that’s why I don’t know?
I’m not into toys, stuffies etc.. So can I say I want a daddy or not? I don’t know.
A dom maybe?
I’m so confused that I don’t know if what I wrote it’s understandable.
sorry for my bad English to everyone.
Hope you all are well :)