The images played across my mind like light dancing across a wind-swept pond- flittering, flecking up responses from deep within me. i recalled the night before and each night before that. It was as real to me as if it was happening at this very second. The ropes around my ankles and shins, the gag within my hungry mouth, the arm sleeve restraining my arms up, up, and back behind me and hooked to the chain falling from its ceiling home . And of course, the ever-present need between my legs.
As i stood so very helpless before Him, i could feel the juices of that need seeping from my wanting lips, trickling downward still. He promised relief and then would withdraw the vibrating tool of my release, over and over, as i moaned in frustration behind the gag. i knew the orgasm i sought was only His to give and so i endured. As i did in this moment, until i could take it no more.
my fingers wanted to plunge into my sopping need, circling harder and harder still against my clit, but i knew that none of those parts i thought i possessed- fingers, cunt, clit- were really mine. All belonged to Him and only He could satisfy whatever need i had.
i willed my fingers, instead, to fly across the keyboard, begging Him for my release.
Babygirl…
Yes, Sir?
You know all of this is Mine to grant you, and of course, I have every right to say no.
Yes, Sir.
But today, I will allow it.
Rule Number 10: i will ask my Master for permission to satisfy whatever need i have before acting on it.
