Yes or no? This or that? Here or there?
The choices always present themselves, and the path i choose can change everything. Forever.
There was a time, a whirling, dust- storm- of- need-time, that my decisions led me to a land far, far from Home. A traveler of reckless abandon, seeking but never finding, consuming but never filled, aroused but never satisfied, i wandered farther and farther from my North Star.
The ebony night enveloped me, promising an escape from every fetter i believed bound me. Instead,i clattered about like Marley’s ghost, with chains that only became heavier the longer i tread a path of ME.
In one shattering morning and evening, and another and another after that, He found me and called me to His heart. i was to be His, and no longer my own. i was given a highway of freedom to dance upon; i only needed to remember to whom I belonged.
And that changed everything.
Forever.
19. When i am not in the presence of my Master and i have choices to make – i will perform them to the best of my abilities and within the boundaries and guidance He has allowed me.