Reading a new book!
One of the best things I took from this book was this ↓↓↓
If you are extremely angry or depressed, sex might not be the best thing. Putting yourself in a position where you could possibly allow your dom to take things too far because you are feeling unworthy and worthless.
I felt that one...
Had a few to many drinks and my mind is running wild!
I long for something, I feel is not reachable! I don't think I can do online relationship but it feels like that is my only option. I want to understand more about myself but I'm to new or have lack of experience.. but I won't settle! I may want to submit but I am strong willed and refused to settle for fake Dom's or guys that just want to use me.
I feel if a Dom was real he would not expect me to just submit at first that has to be earned in my opinion. But I'm still new to this world so still unsure how to navigate the waters.
Last year I realized that I needed more out of a relationship than what I was getting. I started learning more about BDSM dynamics.
At first I considered myself a Brat but I am honestly unsure. I want to connect with more Doms or Master to learn more about myself!
I've been interested and having a BDSM relationship not just playing. But live in such a small town. It's not something that's talked about and if it is, I feel judged. I wish I knew more about this community and lifestyle!
I love to learn!
If anyone has advice please send my way!!