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Pineapple Garden Maze

Some of the things that pass through my mind over a twenty-four hour period of time.
1 year ago. September 11, 2023 at 11:16 PM

I can never finish anything. 

It's a curse, really. 

To be aware of a gift—a talent—but never have enough steam to quite make it across the proverbial road.

Even now, I struggle to write what I've felt for ages. 

Too consumed by the need to make my words enough that I've stunted my own primal need to make things I love for me and myself alone. 

The pitfalls of a people-pleaser I guess. 

Confident for everyone except my self, and it burns. 

I'd not wish this darkness upon even those I majorly dislike. 

I digress. 

It saddens me, really, but my agony is truly the only proof that the words I have inside me are constructed of some special kind of energy—life. 

If not, I'm delusional and using arrogance to cushion my shortcomings. 

But...if so, I've faith that, one day—preferably a rainy one—I'll finally conclude all that I've begun.


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