My new normal

It’s funny how spending so much time and energy on staying busy, working out, and working changes you. But at the end of the day finding someone to show your kinky side to doesn’t go far. Talking is nice, and vetting can be fun and disappointing but when it comes time to meet and play nothing is more disappointing than getting cancelled on and ghosted. But hey the gym doesn’t leave and plus it’s a sweat the only ends when I am ready to call it. Then it’s cardio time running outside come rain or shine.

Nothing feels better than working past what you thought you could. Pushing your boundaries to see what you’re capable of. The gym has had me realizing what I’m really capable of and yoga too. I’ve never realized how limited my joints have been til I started yoga and really stretching. Been finally finding time to work on my cars and get projects done. Don’t get me wrong I miss those overtime checks but man nothing beats seeing progress.

Well the title says it all lol… I’m finding more and more craving sex, like I miss having sex long, exhausting, and often. Like I could workout 2 hours work another 12 and still wanna fuck. Ugh anyone think they could keep up?

Lately I’ve been wondering why I’m finding it hard to find personal happiness. But the longer I look at my current life I realize I’m not in a place where I can be happy. Life certainly was simpler when I was ignorant of it. Now I’m juggling my focus to satisfy everyone except myself. Ironic considering how many times I make the wrong selfish decisions. So now I’m at the point of taking time to reflect and reorganize my mind and body so I begin to focus on an absolutely insanely busy and productive life because it’s time I focus on my goals, my happiness and myself. Time to burn the boats.

I’ve been busting my ass to work as much as possible so I can pay off my house faster and save more, the biggest downside is my “days off” are spent cleaning, grocery shopping, meal prepping and getting ready to work the next 6 days. I hate playing games with women especially when I never have time to meet or play. I plan on finishing school too so I’m not gonna have anytime. Where are the women who don’t wanna work and just want to take care of the house and get tied up and bred at?? 

Shit one of the only things more frustrating then getting autocorrected while dirty talking is being always wanting to be sexual and constantly horny. High testosterone is all fun and games til the gym, work, and upkeep on my house isn’t enough of an outlet for all the energy I have. Why is it so hard to find a woman who is always done to fuck and is willing to do so. Like I wanna fuck til your pussy can’t take it then ruin your mouth and ass the same way. Any women near DFW and want to do this? 

I don’t normally post on here, though lately I find myself scrolling on here more and more. It’s been a while since I’ve had all out, fucked up, long, hard, back to back sex/fuck fest. I wish I had someone who might wanna relax and possibly smoke before being tied up, teased, used and abused, I mean I wanna make your ability to walk hard for the next week, have you (maybe bruised 😉 and an absolutely soaking wet begging mess who won’t remember there own name. I wanna fuck your slutty holes and make you cum til you lose count.