It's not beyond images and words

One thing that i hate is when i have to focus on the job and getting rid part of my life temporarily.

We live in reality, having someone beside me is a bonus. We cried, we struggled, we spent our lives hoping that we can spare days or weeks to live our dreams.

I've met a girl, she's fine. But before long, she met another. Who's to blame ? Me ? The girl ? none. That's the way life is...

You can't force the way things you want. You can only hope the best outcome from your efforts.

"But it's hard to find someone that into my kinks", yes it's hard... But that doesn't mean you have to stop trying.

To be, or not to be. That's the question.

"Hi, how are you ?", "How's your day?"

A friendly greetings people used to say.

You called me lame for i should be aggressive and commanding.

To forget this politeness as a proper human being.

"Good picture, slut", "you should be down on your knees sucking me"

That's not what you expect either, honey.

You think that i'm a sick bastard, a sexual predator, just a guy who doesn't know how to treat a lady.

"My Hard limits are", "I'm looking for a dom that"

You put your preferences, to a level that it's almost like a job vacancy.

Yet you want to be owned so bad

Is it an irony ?

What happened with the molding, dear?

Where is your willingness to try?

How can you push your limits and fear?

Why ?

Maybe this is your limit.

It's nothing except being a submissive by far.

It's ok, it's not wrong even a bit.

It's who you are.

People change, it's the way the world works

asking to "accept who you are" is a blasphemy against nature.

a selfish request, it's only going to destroy your future.

"why ?" you asked. A good question.

It's simple my dear, everyone aiming for a better person.

a dominant aim for being a better protector and a wiser controller

a submissive wants to be humbler, calmer, and kinkier

the time I accept you for being who you are, i failed you

I will be breaking my promise to mold and train you

the time you want people to accept you for the way you are,  you'll stop learning

you will stop progressing

It's a hassle, it's a pain

yes, it's not something people find it exciting

it's a journey you can't really imagine

you might be scared, it might corrupt your mind 

you don't have to obey, you're free to choose

find another, enjoying your cruise

or you stay, and let me change you

to become someone new

because dear, it's the way the world works

Now, you see me as a dweeb, a nerd, a bookworm that people laugh about

discussing about life, religions, science, politics, and any other complicated things by default

Now, you might wondering why i claim to be such

judging by the stereotyping and porns that you love very much

But is that fair, my dear lady ?

While you say that you're submissive yet you can function like everybody ?

But me, i have to be a real life mysoginistic bastard ?

Sacrificing my life, my work, and everything just like a retard ?

For what ?

You asked my taste, my deepest secret, my wildest journey of mind

What has been hidden before, 

And yet, you don't reply in kind.

You said i am a freak and a trash to society
A worthless animal who should be kill without pity
You told people that i am fake, a liar, a poser who are a slave to lust

And it is normal, it is fine, it is how it is, it is just

Ah yes, the double standard, the contradiction