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Thought's of a Mad Man

Thought's that pool, some spill over, some sink to the bottom. These are just my thoughts, they are what they are.
1 year ago. January 30, 2023 at 10:28 AM

All day long I felt so excited to see her. The anticipation of feeling her kiss, feeling her arms wrapped around me and her body pressed up against me has been causing me to want to spit at the clock and through a rock at it for going so damn slow. And it may have been a mistake, it may have shown my own failure to control myself, but I couldn’t wait any longer and I decided to go to her two hours early.

I got in my car and I drove to her house. The entire drive I worried that maybe I should wait, maybe I should play it cool, and I should exhibit my ability to control myself, but I couldn’t. Because no matter how much I thought I should turn around, I kept going until it was too late.

I pulled into her driveway and I had one last moment of worry before opening my door and getting out of the car. What was I going to say to her for showing up two hours early? How was I going to play this one off? Say that I wasn’t paying attention?

But I didn’t get as far as halfway to her door when it opened, and my adorable, amazing woman came running out of the house and nearly leaped into my arms. She threw her arms around my neck and shoulders and began kissing me as if it had been months since we’ve seen each other. I put my arms around her waist and I lifted her off her feet as I returned her passionate kisses and playful child like enthusiasm.

“I take it you’re ready,” I said in between kisses, trying not to laugh at her silliness.

“Yes!” she said as she squeezed me even tighter kissing me on my cheeks and neck.

“Well, we can’t. That’s why I’m here, to say that I can’t go and play today. I got called into work and I won’t be able to take you out.”

Immediately she stopped kissing me as she looked in my eyes like I had popped her balloon.

“What? Why?”

“Oh, some stupid thing. The office caught on fire and half of the files were destroyed. They need me to come in and remake the files from memory.”

“You’re kidding me?” she asked with a dead emotionless disbelief look on her face.

“Yeah, actually I am. I just wanted to see what you would say.”

“You jerk!” she said, as she pushed herself out of my arms and slapped my shoulder.

“Yeah, I know, but you still love me.”

“No I don’t.”

“Yeah huh.”

“Nu Uh!” she said, then she stuck her tongue out at me.

That was all the invitation I needed in order to let lose and really let her have it. I reached out and began to tickle her frantically as she screamed and jolted like a rabbit. Just like that she was running for the house and I had to catch her before she could shut the door.

I took off after her and I managed to cover the distance right behind her as she ran into the house, around the couch and into the kitchen where I had to contend with the center island between the two of us. She was all smiles and laughter as I tried to dart to the left and then back to the right to catch her off guard. Which didn’t work. So I tore off around the island as quickly as I could and we were both off through the house and then back outside where I was finally able to catch her and pull her off her feet as I swung her around in circles.

She screamed and laughed and I felt so elated to have her. We were together and we were excited to be with each other and nothing else mattered. We kissed again in the middle of her yard and we hugged and we squeezed each other in order to feel closer to each other.

When we finished, I took her hand and we slowly walked back inside the house together. I escorted her past me and made sure she crossed the threshold before me. I then closed the door behind me and we went into the living room. There she stood in the middle of the room as I slowly walked around her, taking her in, absorbing her like the radiance of the sun on my skin on a hot summers day.

She smiled so completely and nearly bounced on her toes as I circled around her, letting my hand touch the small of her back, the slenderness of her arm and the softness of her hand as I took it into mine. I looked at her from head to toe, taking her in and viewing all of her in a way that pleased me. As I viewed her beauty, I saw her biting her lip in anticipation of my approval.

“You look beautiful,” I said as I looked her in the eyes.

I never complimented her without looking directly into her eyes. A gentleman should never compliment a feature of a women, he should always compliment the woman herself. And you cannot do that without looking her in the eyes. Something my mom taught me and I never forgot it.

“Thank you,” she said. Knowing she is to take the compliments I give to her and never try to dismiss them.

“Are you ready to go?” I asked.

“Yes.”

“Then come on. Let’s go.”

We walked to the door and I took her purse from the hook on the wall and I handed it to her. I took her keys from the basket and I made sure she had those as well. I double checked that she had her phone, that she was all set before opening the door and letting her walk through first. I made sure to close and lock her door for her before we left.

We then walked to the car where she waited for me to open the door for her. I took her hand and I helped her in before making sure she was safe inside. Then I nearly ran around to the other side and got into the car as I felt so excited for our day.

I took her to a local tourist trap near the beach, where we spent hours meandering from shop to shop. The whole time we were together I spent every moment I could watching her as she looked at all the many things. I watched as she picked out little knick-knacks, got giddy over little animal statues, awed over beautiful portraits and paintings and more.

I never let myself be more than a couple feet from her. I never let myself take my eyes off of her. I never let her worry about where I was, or what I was thinking. I never ignored a single word she said. And I never failed to take advantage of a moment where I could put my arms around her from behind, kiss her neck or ear gently, and squeeze her to let her know how much I adored her.

Later that evening, we sat on the beach. I leaned against a log in the sand, she sat between my legs with her back against my chest. I made sure the large fluffy sweatshirt I bought her this afternoon was keeping her warm and comfortable as my arms wrapped around her and held her tirelessly. She nuzzled her check against mine as we watched as the sun first dip it’s edge into the water. I felt so content in the moment that I wished it wouldn’t end.

We made sure to appreciate every second of the sun setting into the water, as the sky was filled with orange and pink and yellow. And as it said goodbye to the two of us, my wonderful lady held my arms which still held on to her, and together we held each other.

Once the sun had set, my lover, my friend and my everything dear to me moved out from between my legs. She made herself comfortable and told me to do the same. After an entire day of me taking care of her, she now began to take care of me.

I laid down on the sand and put my head in her lap. I looked up at her stunning face as she ran her fingers through my hair and caressed me. We talked about everything as I looked up at her looking down at me. I noticed the way her hair fell all around her face and shoulders as she looked down at me. I notice the way she never looked away from my own eyes as we talked. I noticed how she was every bit attentive to my pleasure at her touch as I was with her the entire day.

“You’re service to me today was perfect,” I said. “I couldn’t be more pleased with you. You let me admire you and appreciate you all day. You paraded yourself for me in such a way that I was filled with joy to know that you belong to me. You made me laugh, you made me smile, you made me oblivious to everything except you. And you did it all for me. And I can’t thank you enough.”

“Thank you, Sir.”

She continued to run her hands through my hair as I laid looking at her, hearing the ocean waves breaking on shore, and my heart overflowing with bliss.

GiannaRay​(sub female) - This was very nice.
1 year ago
MrMarlley - Thank you. Writing this one I kind of argued with myself a little about whether or not the story should have some kind of vulnerability to it. I think when a character shows strength through being attached to someone else, it's a very powerful image. But I didn't want this story to be about that, I wanted it to be about just the simple joy someone being with someone else. As I woke up this morning and reread the post, I am still fighting with myself if I should have added some kind of vulnerability to the relationship. lol Oh well. Maybe I should chalk this one up to "Don't over think everything." hahaha
1 year ago
GiannaRay​(sub female) - Well you can always alter it and republish it as a redux. People won’t even alter their blogs and repost them all of the time lol
1 year ago

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