Adventures through the dark side.

I wrestle dreams that I dread

Numbness spreads within my head.

I will smile, play the part

But slowed is a damaged heart.

Pretending to be alright

While shadows swallow my light.

Laugh on cue, hide what I feel

Standing when I want to kneel.

Lasting, this battle I fight

While withering through the night.

No place, person, have I found

To keep my peace above ground.

Breaking, no space for my cries

This pain carried tells me lies.

Lost in a crowd that won't see

That this world is killing me.

Surrounded, with no one there

Suffocating, fears I bare.

Words that are light, weigh me down

Secrets causing me to drown.

Sadness dampens every sound

Each step, a new failure found.

Love stole away, without trace

Scars knotted, like hardened lace.

I begged, they all looked away

Disregarded, my truths stay.

If I were gone, would they care

Or fill my space with dead air?

Loss leathered a second skin

Tragic war, never to win.

I'm not stable, they are blind

To shattered wants, tired mind.

No single being understands

None hold me, no gentle hands.

Louder I scream, still no sound

Sink deep, never to be found.

Trapped in a cage no one sees

That was designed without keys.

When you pass me, when we meet

I will nod, be polite, sweet.

You won't know, beneath my face

Churns chaos I can't erase

I am here, nowhere near whole

Fading echo, dimming soul

Every second in a disguise

Ashes, faking the strength to rise.

Oh, the fun to be had

Less than a pound 

Delicate silky thing 

Recently found 

Intoxicating pain

Soft red velvet 

Love losing its safety 

Enticing net

Deliciously spiraled

Beautiful bruise 

Granted pleas, pleasures stolen

Begged for abuse

Every fragile line crossed 

Blank voided trust

Secrets, dead promises 

Smothering dust

Forged weapons from sweet dreams 

Used to destroy 

The games that I will play

Shiny new toy

No purpose to struggle

Blinded by hopeless light

Surrendering to madness

Heavy shadows, pitch night

Pain pilfered, returned ash

Stumbling over lost love

Ignoring soft healing

Passed by safety above

Trapped into the fall

Imprisoned by secrets

Scars that strangle tightly

Drowning peace in regrets

Seeking all that vanished

Yesterday stole whole hope

Tomorrow ruined dreams

No escape, knotted rope

Abysmal existence

Deafened, no verity

Despair tricks, silenced joy

Feigning a parity.

Wasted good intentions

Draw the blood, now it flows

Embrace the emptiness,

Stillness, and no one knows.

Do not love me yet, for I

Am still a slender moon,

A scimitar about the heart

Too sharp to touch too soon.

Before I'm touched I need to grow

More full in golden light;

I need to smile upon my earth

And rule some patch of night.

I need to know what roads and fields

Lie in my domain

And dull my brand new ecstasies

With sophomoric pain.

I need the love of some blank boy

As cold and dark as me,

That we might grope in ignorance

A fear of what might be.

And then, when I'm a silver bowl

And know what I can hold,

Then, then, perhaps, we could try love

If you're not too old.

Dreams do come true, but only when

They make it through despair,

Limping into everyday

Transformed beyond repair.

No dream would be a dream if it

Could pass for something real,

Nor would we sail for paradise

Would it it's shoals conceal.

So it is with love; the dream

Long longed for, now possessed,

Must be a dream no longer, but

An emperor undressed.

Stark naked it must come to us

In unaccustomed shame,

And we must take it in our arms

And love it all the same.

And we must love love as it is

That dreams might still come true,

Mangled into miracles,

To make our lives anew.

For the hurt that I've done

I am sorry

I am careless with hearts

It's my nature

Selfishness resides here

Loneliness bound

Mischievous malice 

A thoughtless thug

Blind are egos like mine

You are faultless

My desires are simple

You were not weak

The only mistake was me

Wrong lover loved

You are perfectly real

I am a fraud

Wishing for you bold love

Filled with truth

Respect Everlasting

Not one of greed

Heart moved on long ago

You unaware

An eternal cycle

Disparate soul

Give me the pleasure 

In the form of pain

My skin remembers

Leave marks like a stain

Slut, is what you say

Name that makes me wet

Scratches down my spine 

Take me like a bet

You are my weakness 

Voice cuts through my soul 

No gentleness, no love

Command, my knees low

Brought to that sweet place 

Forever I could stay

This is where I thrive

Where I never pray

Demand to obey

I'll be your good girl 

Yes Sir, devotion

You are my whole world

Whispers, my sweet death

Lifting then crushing

Vows that are binding

Leave my blood rushing

Use my fears to heal

Steal breath, take my air

Fill me with consume

Always take me there

I don't know love

I don't choose grace

I need chaos

I give the chase

All of the rules

That have been made

Deserve to die

Burnt and betrayed

I will not stop

I will invade

I do not ask

I don't persuade

No apologies 

No forgiveness 

Don't speak heaven

Crave the sickness

I am the pain

I sew all lies

I steal promise

I am demise

Watching the world

Attempt to fight

All while laughing

As it ignites

I am the crime

I am starkness

I am decay

I am darkness

I see the fire

Spark in your eyes

Already know

It's my demise

The moves you make

I lose control 

Pull me deeper

Swallow me whole

I'm addicted 

I can't deny

Every hot kiss

Feels like I'll die

You'll take my breath

But let it go

Faster heartbeat 

I want it so

If it breaks me

Please let it stay

My soul was born

To burn this way

If I fall hard

I'll still choose pain

Fire in your eyes

Calling my name

I felt your voice

Slicing my chest

But I still crawled

To pass your test

Chains of desire

That never break

You're my ruin

Sweetest mistake

If it kills me

Just let it be

I was made for

Your cruelty

This is part 3 and the ending. I am sorry that I broke it up they way I did. Next time I will try to write it in a single post.

I am still out of it when I hear them return. The Dom grabs my feet and runs his hands all the way up, spreading my lips to expose my sore and swollen clit. I feel His hair brush my inner thighs before the shock of ice jolts me out of my haze. He kisses, sucks, and moves the ice cube around with His tongue before inserting two fingers, going straight for my g-spot.

As He massages my inner pussy, He tells me I will cum when He commands. Not a moment before. Reverting all focus back to my clit He resumes working it, bringing me closer and closer to the point of no return. He holds firm on my legs, locking me in place making it impossible to retreat from His assault. Not a second before I lost the battle to hold my orgasm back, He pulls His fingers out, all sensation stopping. My poor tortured clit is left wanting and painfully throbbing.

The Dom tells me to get on all fours, crawl to the headboard, and lay flat on my stomach. I obeyed. Rope is being tied around my right wrist, then my right ankle, left ankle, left wrist. A pillow is placed beneath me, forcing my back to arch and raising my ass higher than the rest of my body. The bed shifts and I feel him come up in between my legs and start to aggressively knead my cheeks. He spreads them wide and I feel cold lube priming my asshole. He then works his way up and over me.

I feel pressure as the tip of his cock penetrates me. The pleasure is intense, almost too much, as he chooses a steady rhythm. Droplets of sweat fall to my back. He pulls out slow and drives into me, showing my ass no mercy. His tempo is relentless, my moaning blending with His grunting. I can tell that he is getting close to His climax as he lowers his body onto mine. He impales me one final time, releasing his cum, His full weight causing me to sink further into the bed.

After a couple of minutes pass He rolls off, and stands up. I hear him grab the towel, and wipe himself dry. He tells my Master that He is impressed with His cum-dumpster and would like to use it again next weekend. The rustle of clothing tells me He is getting dressed while Him and Master agree on a time for next Sunday. Thanking my Master, they walk towards the door.

After the door closes behind the Dom, Master approaches the bed and says to me "looks like we have a return customer". Moving the damp hair from my face, He caresses my cheek telling me to rest there for a few minutes. Completely lost in an after glow, I feel my wrists and ankles being freed. Master tells me He is proud of His dirty whore, I beam. He then informs me that I need to go shower and get ready, because my next client will be here in an hour.

Thank you guys for reading. This is my first time writing a story and I hope everyone enjoyed it.