I don't know how to interact with you now. I don't know what to say around you now that I've been found out. But, back me up here. If two people are set on fucking; it's gonna happen eventually. I did use bad examples. I used him and I as examples. Blew up in my face that did. But I told her there was no pressure because I wasn't ready for full on sex either. But I told her there was no pressure cause he's not the cheating kind. It's horrible thing to say, but something that had to be said. She completely ignored me for two weeks.
She had chastised men, and after she was done, she let him know what I said. I thought for sure he'd punish me further. I sense a coiled jaguar ready to strike. You do niether. A few caresses between the two of us girls, but I can't look you in the eye.
I wanted to tell her about the deep and abiding need to prostrate myself at thier feet and just bask in the power of thier love. So I did. I figured she'd know that just thier continued presence in my world was a blessing. It's not that weird, or maybe it is. I don't know what to do.