I will not disparage you here or anywhere. You have been nothing but truthful, honest, and a lost kind of charming I had thought long dead. What we had was so new, so fragile. I broke it, like a thoughtless child blundering through the prize roses.
You are right. I was on the phone with you right before it happened, and you said you'd call me back. I thought you would be on the phone a while,with your friend.
A quick game of backgammon won't hurt. I set up the pieces, and we begin. A week ago I never would have thought to text you for permission or update you on what I was doing.
I texted please take your time. My partner wanted to play backgammon. Now what I should have texted was, I wanted to apprise you on what's taking place. I should have texted, Take your time my partner and I are in the middle of playing backgammon. The rounds go pretty quick. Not the point. That right there is where the breakdown in communication happened. You thought I was texting for permission; I was texting you to update you so I wouldn't miss your call.
I knew we were getting close, but I should have asked what he expects of me as a person and a sub instead of melting like hot butter at the sound of your voice. I can't help it. I hear your voice and a little part of my brain drips all the way down to my panties. I'm soaked thinking of how you've promised to treat me and show me my place. I didn't know we were at permission stage.
A thousand apologies. I know what I did wrong. I own my mistake. There should be separate times for my family and you. I've been delaying you in order to buy more time to get a razor, because no one will be waxing in the next few days. I was going by Wal-Mart to pick one up while I get my meds.
I should have been honest. I should have just told you that my pussy was not bare as you asked it to be. For a moment there you made me believe I deserved such a wonderful Dom. Thank you for that moment.
