Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Silence leaves
Constant ecos
Ecos that torment
Ones mind
Allows no forgiveness
Gives no peace
To one's mind
Only never ending
Time
Like a clock
Each second sounds
loudly as it moves
Slowly in time
Time and silence
Allow ones mind to dwell
To linger in darkness
With one's demons
That dwell inside
Do I self punish
And long for more
Silence in time
To welcome more
Demons to dance
In my mind
Do I seek the hands
Of the clock
To move slowly back
In time
Only to watch them
Replay
And long for never-ending
Time
To allow the choas of
My mind 

Hold my hand
Follow my steps
Allow me to guide
And protect
For that is my
Purpose
To lead and guide
So I follow and try
My hardest to
Open my soul
Yet when demons
Dance in your mind
You let me hand go
It falls by my side
Your steps quicken
And I find I
Fall Behind
Reassured by words
You shall return
Confusion drifts into my mind
As if a calm steady wind
Allows them inside
Thoughts drift as to where
My feet should go
For there is no grounding
In standing alone
I crave the black wolf
Once again by my side
His thick black coat
Warm in my hands
I am stronger than I know
I see my reflection
I seek to ground my soul
To make the ache that
Lingers inside to drift away
Maybe I am not who I know 

Perfection holds
It's home in the light
It holds tales of
untruths and deceit
For those that walk
In the light hide
Secrets covered in lies
Perfection is untruth
No pureness in sight
It Hides the ugliness
Of souls that home
Is only that of light
They dare not wonder
Into the darkness
As they would revile
No light
Beauty is held among
Those that belong
Not in the light
Where demons and beast
And long healed scars
Are pure and bright
I walk in the darkness
As I seek only there light
I seek beauty in what
Others may take flight
To much for others
They flee in the night 

In darkness she lingers

She reaches out for souls 

That walk in the night 

The seeker of secrets 

That they hold tight 

Not seen by many 

Who do not seek the light 

She wishes to dance with them 

She wishes to be held tight 

Covered by their cloak 

Caressed and held tight

Drown her in them 

Allow her to lose sight 

She craves and hungers 

To become lost in the 

Darkness of the night 

Of the creatures that linger 

They speak truth from light 

Allow them to dance in 

Her mind tonight 

Burden her with them 

So she may dream 

Peacefully through the night 

She longs to linger 

With the dark souls 

That dwell in the night 

She walks In the darkness
The girl in the torn white lace dress
The one who has mud upon her face
The darkness is a beautiful place
To pure for the girl
With mud upon her face
For where they saw light
Is nothing but the darkest of dark
To be found in the night
She craved loss of control
She found a soul with light
A wolf who lingered in the night
His hand held out she grabbed it tight
Only to show him she has
Nothing but darkness no light.
She is broken and belongs in the night
What he asks of her are with kindness   and light
She stumbles and falls
Try as she might
She can not get it right
What she can give him
Leaves thoughts of
Resentment In sight.
They dance in the night
And hide what beauty
The darkness holds
And turns it into night
He holds her hand
But leaves her side
He does not wish resentment
To linger inside 
If this dwells in sight
She is far from worthy
Of his light
She can not get it right
She feels the pain and
Disappointment she has
Left in your sight
She is lost in a world of thought
They torment and dance
Apon her mind
Tears distort the mud
Upon her face
The back wolf
No longer by her side
For once he was her guide
He has found you can not
Lead darkness into light
She seeks the solice
Of the darkness
To hide her darkness
From those with light
The girl in the torn white lace
Dress
Belongs hidden in the nigh

When I stumble
I make us both fall
A troubled mind
Hides behind his eyes
The past haunts, reminds.
His words eco doubts
They resonate, linger.
Within one's soul.
They twist and engrave.
Never ending torment.
Yet I stand tall.
To speak no words.
Yet listen to the words.
That cut deep within.
Sharp fragmented
Peices of glass
Yet I still stand tall
As to not burden
His troubled soul anymore.
To hear with out sound.
Hide the torment.
Deep below.
Bury it down.
Build walls around it.
So not to trouble his
Already troubled soul anymore.
For that was not my
Purpose.
Far from perfection.
I stumble and fall.
Yet I stand tall.
His hand I hold.
To build him up.
To see him stand tall.
To see who I see.
Through my eyes.
He is my world.
The reason the air.
Is easy to breath
The rain hides
The tears that fall.
Each drop covers
The hidden pain
Yet does not
Wash it away
Yet I stand tall
I do not show
What I've buried
Deep inside.
Allow it to consume me
Take what it may.
Take what light dwells.
For he is my everything
My world my guide
My purpose is to make
Sure his soul
Never loses its light
For the world needs to
See just how bright 

The darkness I long for
I find I miss its call
Its silence and beauty
Peace it brings to
The restless soul 
The light been dwelled
In for far to long
My kneel was at you feet
Power over me I gifted
To you and you alone
I stumble and I fall
Power I find returned
To my hands
It feels to big
To hold it all
The weight to much
To bear
Unsure of what to do
With a task that
Seems so tall
Shall I walk with
The burden of making
Ones own choices
Overthinking with
Ones own mind
Shall I continue
To stumble and fall
Will the dirt forever
Stain my knees
The black wolf
Beckons me home
His howl calls my name
His eyes lead my path
Confusion sets in
Uneasy steps to be taken
Shall I stumble and fall
Brush the dirt away
And crawl
Paths entwined and twisted
The journey unknown
How does one follow
Ones lead when they
Stumble and fall 

My mind lingers
Can the once
Broken soul
Be healed
Do the scatters peices
Go back together
With the fragments
Fit together
Will the cracks
Shine through
Will the hurt
Seap out and
Harm another
Is one soul enough
To heal the broken
Soul
Pure yet broken
Will one be strong
Enough to collect
Them all
The journey long
A brave soul
Proceeds with
Caution
Peices broken
Damaged beyond
Repair 

The darkness
My home my solitude
Where the pure dwell
Secrets and gifts
To be seen
Allow your eyes
To see the beauty
That dwells with in
The wolf's snarl
And bare nashing teeth
Dragons breath fire
To cover the hidden soul
Lions roar with strength
And power
All untamed souls
Do not fear the unknown
Embrace what the pure
Soul holds
Sit with each soul
Hear their stories
The ones that have
Been untold
They whisper Through
Out the night
Open blinded eyes
Allow them to see
What I see 
Flowers bloom with glory
And magic
To walk in the darkness
In a magical sight 

Disappointing leaves
Cravings for resolve
To replace feeling
With nothing but pain
Stumbling ever step
Dirt marks stain
The once unmarked
Hands and feet
Proof left of
Ones miss comings
Brush away sins
Only spreads shame
Marks still remain
Tarnished unworthy
Hands spread dirt
Until all that remains
Is shame un pure
Unsure frozen
Stuck in time
Will each step taken
Remain the same
Or will the crisp breeze
Or rain wash away
The stains that remain