Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Mirrors
Are there refelection true
Two sided mirrors
Where lies the truth
Or are they both
Distorted lies 
Do they blur
Or do the speak the truth
Do they change in time
Does the fog clear
Does one choose
What side of the mirror
Holds the true you 
Are the cracks
A reflection of you
Can u hold the broken
Peices together
Will they show the truth
Do others see the
Same reflection that
We seek to
If you flip that mirror
Will you find another you
Do the sides speak
The truth of the real you
Is what you thought
Just the distorted truth
Do the sides show you
The real truth
If cracked will you
See all the sides of you
When looking for answers
Will the reflections
Ever reavel the truth
Even if it is not
What one wants
To see 

Seconds seem like hours
Minutes like days
She waits
The days toll
Lays on her mind
She wishes to leave
Her troubles behind
She waits
She waits for the Moment
He walks through the door
Where all of her troubles
Will fall to the floor
She waits
Watching the minutes tick by
She waits to again
Kneel at his feet
Not because she has to
But there She feels complete
She waits
She waits for his presence
To set her mind into release
She craves the quiet
That comes from
Kneeling at his feet
She waits just to
Simply knee at his feet
She craves the realise
She receives at his feet
She is never below him
She is never less
Yet She waits
To kneel at his feet 

Lust drips from her lips
It runs down her thighs
A puddle builds upon the foor
She salavates for you touch
She craves your words
She leans in hoping just to hear
A whisper
Her body hot
It pulsates with heat
She desires your soul
She craves to be consumed
She bites her lip in anticipation
Her knees buckle
With his every movment
She craves to draw
You closer
To feed her craving
Her inner beast
Is hungry
Desperate, needy 
She moans with out touch
Imagination is all she needs
She desperately needs to
Be devoured by the beast 

Her senses a light
She ponders
What might the wolf
Have planned for tonight
From behind
Her vison is dark
He has placed a blindfold
Apon Her eyes
To set her senses alight
He takes her hand
And guides her
And places her where
He wants her tonight
His leg between hers
Her pushes her legs apart
One by one
They side apart
She listens to his footsteps
Each one She follows in
Delight
She hears the sounds of
Rumbling as he looks
For what tools he
Shall use tonight
The rumbling stops
As he softly grows
In delight
Followed by silence
Only his footsteps
Are heard as she
Is shrouded in night
She listens to track
Where is steps are leading
Only to be distracted
By his worlds
Silence baby girl
You are mine tonight
She hears his footsteps
His breath is getting heavier
She feels him draw close
She craves his touch
He moves forward
So every gently
Just enough to make sure
He dosnt touch her skin
He leans in close
He hungers to feel
Her breath quicken
Upon his skin
She feels so close
And senses the smirk
Starting to arise
Maybe a grin
His breath so close
To her neck
She feels it with in
Slowly she feels his breath
Leave her neck
And his low growl
Is heard again
He places one finger
On her chin
It traces down her body
She trembles with delight
She waits in anticipation
Of what he has in plan for her
Tonight
Her reaches her legs
And speaks softly
Open them wide
She does what she is told
He growls
And says baby girl
Your mine tonight 

Silence leaves
Constant ecos
Ecos that torment
Ones mind
Allows no forgiveness
Gives no peace
To one's mind
Only never ending
Time
Like a clock
Each second sounds
loudly as it moves
Slowly in time
Time and silence
Allow ones mind to dwell
To linger in darkness
With one's demons
That dwell inside
Do I self punish
And long for more
Silence in time
To welcome more
Demons to dance
In my mind
Do I seek the hands
Of the clock
To move slowly back
In time
Only to watch them
Replay
And long for never-ending
Time
To allow the choas of
My mind 

Hold my hand
Follow my steps
Allow me to guide
And protect
For that is my
Purpose
To lead and guide
So I follow and try
My hardest to
Open my soul
Yet when demons
Dance in your mind
You let me hand go
It falls by my side
Your steps quicken
And I find I
Fall Behind
Reassured by words
You shall return
Confusion drifts into my mind
As if a calm steady wind
Allows them inside
Thoughts drift as to where
My feet should go
For there is no grounding
In standing alone
I crave the black wolf
Once again by my side
His thick black coat
Warm in my hands
I am stronger than I know
I see my reflection
I seek to ground my soul
To make the ache that
Lingers inside to drift away
Maybe I am not who I know 

Perfection holds
It's home in the light
It holds tales of
untruths and deceit
For those that walk
In the light hide
Secrets covered in lies
Perfection is untruth
No pureness in sight
It Hides the ugliness
Of souls that home
Is only that of light
They dare not wonder
Into the darkness
As they would revile
No light
Beauty is held among
Those that belong
Not in the light
Where demons and beast
And long healed scars
Are pure and bright
I walk in the darkness
As I seek only there light
I seek beauty in what
Others may take flight
To much for others
They flee in the night 

In darkness she lingers

She reaches out for souls 

That walk in the night 

The seeker of secrets 

That they hold tight 

Not seen by many 

Who do not seek the light 

She wishes to dance with them 

She wishes to be held tight 

Covered by their cloak 

Caressed and held tight

Drown her in them 

Allow her to lose sight 

She craves and hungers 

To become lost in the 

Darkness of the night 

Of the creatures that linger 

They speak truth from light 

Allow them to dance in 

Her mind tonight 

Burden her with them 

So she may dream 

Peacefully through the night 

She longs to linger 

With the dark souls 

That dwell in the night 

She walks In the darkness
The girl in the torn white lace dress
The one who has mud upon her face
The darkness is a beautiful place
To pure for the girl
With mud upon her face
For where they saw light
Is nothing but the darkest of dark
To be found in the night
She craved loss of control
She found a soul with light
A wolf who lingered in the night
His hand held out she grabbed it tight
Only to show him she has
Nothing but darkness no light.
She is broken and belongs in the night
What he asks of her are with kindness   and light
She stumbles and falls
Try as she might
She can not get it right
What she can give him
Leaves thoughts of
Resentment In sight.
They dance in the night
And hide what beauty
The darkness holds
And turns it into night
He holds her hand
But leaves her side
He does not wish resentment
To linger inside 
If this dwells in sight
She is far from worthy
Of his light
She can not get it right
She feels the pain and
Disappointment she has
Left in your sight
She is lost in a world of thought
They torment and dance
Apon her mind
Tears distort the mud
Upon her face
The back wolf
No longer by her side
For once he was her guide
He has found you can not
Lead darkness into light
She seeks the solice
Of the darkness
To hide her darkness
From those with light
The girl in the torn white lace
Dress
Belongs hidden in the nigh

When I stumble
I make us both fall
A troubled mind
Hides behind his eyes
The past haunts, reminds.
His words eco doubts
They resonate, linger.
Within one's soul.
They twist and engrave.
Never ending torment.
Yet I stand tall.
To speak no words.
Yet listen to the words.
That cut deep within.
Sharp fragmented
Peices of glass
Yet I still stand tall
As to not burden
His troubled soul anymore.
To hear with out sound.
Hide the torment.
Deep below.
Bury it down.
Build walls around it.
So not to trouble his
Already troubled soul anymore.
For that was not my
Purpose.
Far from perfection.
I stumble and fall.
Yet I stand tall.
His hand I hold.
To build him up.
To see him stand tall.
To see who I see.
Through my eyes.
He is my world.
The reason the air.
Is easy to breath
The rain hides
The tears that fall.
Each drop covers
The hidden pain
Yet does not
Wash it away
Yet I stand tall
I do not show
What I've buried
Deep inside.
Allow it to consume me
Take what it may.
Take what light dwells.
For he is my everything
My world my guide
My purpose is to make
Sure his soul
Never loses its light
For the world needs to
See just how bright