Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

The darkness I long for
I find I miss its call
Its silence and beauty
Peace it brings to
The restless soul 
The light been dwelled
In for far to long
My kneel was at you feet
Power over me I gifted
To you and you alone
I stumble and I fall
Power I find returned
To my hands
It feels to big
To hold it all
The weight to much
To bear
Unsure of what to do
With a task that
Seems so tall
Shall I walk with
The burden of making
Ones own choices
Overthinking with
Ones own mind
Shall I continue
To stumble and fall
Will the dirt forever
Stain my knees
The black wolf
Beckons me home
His howl calls my name
His eyes lead my path
Confusion sets in
Uneasy steps to be taken
Shall I stumble and fall
Brush the dirt away
And crawl
Paths entwined and twisted
The journey unknown
How does one follow
Ones lead when they
Stumble and fall 

My mind lingers
Can the once
Broken soul
Be healed
Do the scatters peices
Go back together
With the fragments
Fit together
Will the cracks
Shine through
Will the hurt
Seap out and
Harm another
Is one soul enough
To heal the broken
Soul
Pure yet broken
Will one be strong
Enough to collect
Them all
The journey long
A brave soul
Proceeds with
Caution
Peices broken
Damaged beyond
Repair 

The darkness
My home my solitude
Where the pure dwell
Secrets and gifts
To be seen
Allow your eyes
To see the beauty
That dwells with in
The wolf's snarl
And bare nashing teeth
Dragons breath fire
To cover the hidden soul
Lions roar with strength
And power
All untamed souls
Do not fear the unknown
Embrace what the pure
Soul holds
Sit with each soul
Hear their stories
The ones that have
Been untold
They whisper Through
Out the night
Open blinded eyes
Allow them to see
What I see 
Flowers bloom with glory
And magic
To walk in the darkness
In a magical sight 

Disappointing leaves
Cravings for resolve
To replace feeling
With nothing but pain
Stumbling ever step
Dirt marks stain
The once unmarked
Hands and feet
Proof left of
Ones miss comings
Brush away sins
Only spreads shame
Marks still remain
Tarnished unworthy
Hands spread dirt
Until all that remains
Is shame un pure
Unsure frozen
Stuck in time
Will each step taken
Remain the same
Or will the crisp breeze
Or rain wash away
The stains that remain

Words I find are
hard to speak
They turn and twist
One can never
Quite make them out
Words to show
Ones true desires
Ones true soul
Ones mind searches
For the perfect examples
Are the words we speak
Enough to show what
We mean
Do they eco with purpose
Or dift away as a light breeze
Should they be yelled
In the distance
Or whispered through
The trees
The soul speaks to one's self
It's words clear and crisp
Those words jumble when
Spoken, never come
out neat and clear
Lips that seek words
To echo and stain 

Thoughts ponder & dance
Through my mind
Trying to find reason
Is what you are simply
Nothing more than a dream
Words said with meaning
And hart, spoken from
The once broken soul
They flow so easily
Through my  mind.
They eco and dance
All the time
Scars remind us
Trust given and burned
To step in the unknown
Will it turn into a abyss
Walls drop slowly
My gaurd I push down
To be loved and adored
For simply being you
A fairy tale book
That comes true
A book I wish
Simply never
To close

The journey has been long 

It's paths entwined and twisted 

You found me in the darkness 

A place we both call home 

My reflection in the water 

Once murky yet now clear

The black wolf my only guide 

To protect and guide 

To watch me stumble and rise 

He lead me to you my Sir 

A soul that speaks to mine 

A soul I know almost as 

Well as my own 

I come to you, far from perfect 

To kneel at your feet

Shall you allow me to 

Worship only you

I ask of you my Sir 

Shall you find me worthy 

Worthy of your presence 

Worthy of your dominace 

Worthy of your control 

To offer myself to you only

To offer you my flaws 

And Imperfections 

That you may mold me into

Who you see, that I do not 

Your eyes only see perfection 

What I offer you my Sir 

Is my all, and my trust

I offer you the gift of 

 My Submission 

I offer you ownership of every part

Of me, soul, hart, trust Imperfections 

I crave that you have ownership 

Of me and who I am 

I, crave, beg to worship at your feet 

The girl in the torn
White lace with
Mud upon her face
The black wolf by her side
She is the seeker of souls
Ones my mind to ponders
Is that a curse upon ones soul
Instinct pulls towards
The lost broken dark soul
Those seen as beasts
Intrege and curiosity draws
Me towards these souls
I seek nothing in return
I wish only to see them
Embrace the unknown
To see the beauty that
I see in there soul
Magic that needs to be seen
What is seen as darkness
Let it be allowed to
Be seen as light
I fear not you
Nor your soul
No need to hide in
The shadows
My hand I offer the
Dark soul
Join me and walk
Upon the night
Open your eyes to
The beauty of the darkness
It is my purpose my light
The darkness is my light 

The journey long
Twist and turns
The magic of darkness enlightening
Sharp edges that remind
Soft edges that comfort and hold
Self discovery of one's true soul
The journey unfolds
Ones story's unfold
Reflections seaked
To see ones true soul
Does one fall off the path
Or follow where feet lead
Actions received with question
The dark cave calls
Will refecletctions be told
To change who you are
Or stay true to what you see
One questions is ones reflection
True or does it revile
What one wishes to see
Is perfection possible
Flaws and Imperfections
Old scars with story's un told
I seek not perfection
I seek what is true
Pure messy rough raw
I seek the inner soul
Where demons dwell
Those who bare there soul
Are the purest to be known

The darkness she walks
In shredded white lace
Once pure and unsure
Desire take shape
The dirt she kneels
At your feet
Head hung low
Legs spread wide
Worshipping all that you are
Won't you place your
Hand under her chin
Allow yourself to see
Her desires she holds within
Her eyes meet yours
Allow them to speak
Longing desires spoken
A brightness that burns
Deep with in her
Once pure and unsure
She now hungers for more
Internal flame burns bright 
Sets her body and mind
On fire
hand around her throat
Make her rise
wetness run's
Down her inner thighs
A internal growl
Rumbles in side
She seeks to please you
She seeks no control
A hunger to please
Your body and soul
She longs every second
For complete loss of control
She finds no words to speak
She needs to be used
An object a simple toy
Her pleasure driven
From seeing yours
She seeks your pain
Allow it to be felt
Her body and mind
Crave it she seeks
Loss of control
She craves to be lost
In every single desire
Allow them to be used
Stoke her undeniable desire
She needs to please
Your every desire