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4 years ago. April 6, 2020 at 5:22 AM

I'm so excited I'm going to be making ice cream tomorrow! I looked at the can of coconut cream all day long wanting to eat just that but having to wait cause I split ingredient list with someone. 

Not sure which flavor to make 

Green tea

Cinnamon vanilla

Or another kind...

(Trying to do a healthy flavor) 

 

What do you all think? 

Anyone want a recipe when I'm done?

4 years ago. March 19, 2020 at 2:43 AM

 Noticed there are quite a few docs and nurses on here... Have some questions

1. What is the average mortality time frame for those who are dying of the desease? 

 

2. Whats the death cycle look  like

 

3. What's everyone's favorite vegetable and is it an antiviral? 

4 years ago. March 4, 2020 at 5:29 PM

 So ive been waiting for someone to ask me what I think about the magicians or if I like it... Hasnt happened really... So...

                 B.       L.          O.         G.

In many ways I really love this show. 

There are so many complexities and growth thar ive experienced validation from this show as a pagan that feel really beautiful and awesome to me. At the same time it highlights deep dark sex magic and abuse of power and lack of morals as well as magic that thrives being fed through emotion. Another plus. Though sometimes I rewrite and replay scenes I dont like with my own imagination station... (Cause I can duh...)

I love this show and cant wait to binge watch the whole series sometime with some popcorn and pals who also appreciate the show.

Its interesting to me that so many people compare this show to Harry potter off to college... To me (because I read alot growing up) this show reminds me more of CS Lewis first novel of Narnia... The magicians nephew....

1. Because theres this uncle who did some sex magic raping a little girl to open up portals to other worlds

2. Because Quintin like Digory ended up exploring those worlds 

3. There are these undertones of hate from both writers on how they really feel about women (snow queen... bad evil fight kill... Julia. A white woman gets raped and the black goddess she worshiped says chick you cant kill the guy who did that cause hes my son and no... ) like who would love a goddess after that? Julia grows to not trust really ANYONE... Understandably.. And grow more...

4. Digory and Polly go splorin worlds learn in stuff on their own... Like Quinton and hia crew... 

I'm sure theres more but it's the stuff on my mind right now...

Really sad it's gonna be ending and fairly annoyed that the article I saw had a pic without penny in it.... What the hel?  

4 years ago. February 3, 2020 at 5:09 PM

The earth plainly states we are countries away from each other PERIOD.

The OCEAN is a physical reminder we are SEPERATED by Billions upon larger numbers of microscopic drops of water and TRILLIONS of creatures in between PERIOD

Yet as I lay still...

I FEEL your muscles surround me

Pinning me still with intent to thrill

I have no wifi to cage us..

But

Your body moves on mine in a language I'm trying to FORGET for now

remembering how

To let the canvas of my mind shine 

In the gallery of life

Do you feel me forgetting myself losing control thinking of how my body responds? 

I wake and there your arms are AGAIN.

Try in to play with MY pelvis MILLIONS of MILES away. And as MY smile fades... Thinking of what you could do to me if I lay alone without a phone

I get ready and say to you in my head

I dont have time for this.

And when I get online to chat

Imagine that

 

 

You WERE thinking of ME

Like peices of a puzzle 

We fit together somehow

Tightly Interlocking

OCEANS and CONTINENTS

AWAY.

 

 

 

 

4 years ago. January 26, 2020 at 5:11 AM

Written something and gone...What the duck? where did that come from? As I shiver in subspace at where my just went and how not turned on I was... But still there my fingers went... Painting your imagination and mine 

4 years ago. January 24, 2020 at 3:28 AM

Are you the kind of person that gives

A. Dark chocolate with raspberries served with wine after desert or in bed

B.snickers at the gas station 

C. Wendys kids cones

D. 3 ingredient organic save the rainforest fair trade heart healthy

E. Homade from scratch  lets make something together and eat it with lip kisses

F. Hersheys road trip kisses all the way!

G. All of the above deep kind of love 

4 years ago. January 21, 2020 at 4:25 AM

Aloe, so this lady I met a while back was telling me about a clip of Ellen with michelle Obama.  After listening I looked it up... 

 This lady spoke  of articles she  read about her being the first and only presidents wife who insisted on having a family garden and also what I read that she recently aquired a law degree... Way to go way to go... So anyways I kinda think that she and her husband should be on a bill.  This lady said her goal was to get the us mint to diversify the dollar and get new artists to put new art on the currency here in america... She brought to my attention that there are many countries that have various things on their currency including shapes, couples and also sports figures while our bills remaine white males... So along with her, I think it is a great idea to hope that as MLK did with his dream that others can aid in her goal of having other prominent figures including Michelle and Obama as a couple on currency within the next two years.  

If any are interested in aiding her

Here are a few numbers to call

1 800 872 6468

1 202 354 7820

5 years ago. July 21, 2019 at 8:22 PM

5 years ago. July 10, 2019 at 6:18 AM

I was laying down on my blanket today, meditating till the ants bit me.  Most of the time they don't..  I've come to realize when they do... Regardless of where I am there (for me) is someone near. And biting me wakes me up fully to alertness that I cannot ignore and poor ants are suicidal because it's pure instinct this past week to just kill the biters. 

I am getting better at it, oh the the little pussy bites are so much fun to scratch till they pus and bleed... 

Nice kuwa hapa

 Bine sa fie aici

Bello essere qui

 This is not a sexual turn on...

But still there is a subspace adreniadre rush from 10 to 50 little ants in my shoes and blwnets who sorta do this thing where they are biting me in a very military style all together now way...

And with it I trance.... Self soothe 

Waiting for your patient paintbrush 

Minutes later, I rise still trancing

To find an open gate close to the park... 

Resisting the strong primal urge to climb the church walls as the sun sets with it's perfect footholes and the idea of the best view in town in my opinion of it, I walk into the gate, reminded of Ireland's cutural marriage to the state and city I'm in....

Thinking as I read the bronze  info marker and carved cracked hard to read speckled stone...

Did I have a past life here? I explore the church grounds feeling pleased to find a fenced moment of solitude and peace....

I open the door hearing g music to see women dancing! 

Oh how I've missed dancing! 

Folk dancing with NO BAR attached and happy dancing women .

Even more pleased and cherished my soul felt as I danced to folk songs around the globe...

Watching learning wondering loving this beautiful body of mine. 

 We fly around the floor

Enjoying good company and fancy footwork.

For a few hours and I wonder...

How long would it take me to memorize and sing each folk song they have recorded.   

Because it seems easier to not trip on the words than my highly skilled feet who's resume only boosts walking as a fluent language my feet speak....

And I think my tongue would have a muscle memory flash back if I did have a past life and remember...

I think for weeks about dancing...

And there I was.

 

5 years ago. July 6, 2019 at 5:49 AM

I have not seen any Dom's step up and specifically address this nor have I seen any forums addressing this so I'm posting because it's part of the difference in my mind of abuse vs trust and deep rooted love that comes with aftercare.

 When there are bruises  when there is really rough sex bodies need time to heal mentally but also physically. 

In order to do that, we have to eat well. Really well. And have adiquite space to rest.  

So I'm wondering if anyone has recipes that are not just comfort food for subs and slaves but also encorperate the nessiness vitamins and minerals needed to heal. 

As a woman who has studied both psychology, nutrition as well as research with herbology and and appothicarys I'm interested in others who know and also want to teach new Dom's and existing Dom's and subs proper self care. I may turn this into a forum post... But for now I'm interested in comments of recipe ingredients not amounts and other thoughts related.