I want Lola 😭. I am homeless and lost and so over life. I don't believe in love or happiness. I mess everything up I quit. I hate dementia. I am and I hate waking up. No I don't want to talk no you can't help. And, no I don't care and no I don't care.
On SSI looking in Clearwater, Dunedin, and Palm Harbor. Moving October 4th.
Looking to live alone somehow. All I keep finding is housing scams.
You gained wings my heart broke. Alone in everything now.
Scared and afraid
No bunny kisses 7 years. In four months you would been 8 years old
Homeless with out you is safer but God I miss you no one loves or cuddles me. Baby Bear. Mama will miss you forever and always.
Of everything fell for a housing scam. Just when I thought maybe God had a plan and it would be okay.
Going to live with an unstable girl I hate for at least a month. Pray
I miss you today
I love you today.
I miss you tomorrow
I love you tomorrow.
You hate me.
Is it scary time will tell.
My heart is Ireland.
Will my friend fill out an apartment application.
Magic 8 ball says unlikely.
But I have unwaivering faith my people
I have it screams and cries all day.
It begs to know why
I tell It I am sorry.
We can't burden those we love or break families.
It doesn't care honestly it still begs God for you.
Am I good at making friends no.
Am I good at talking to people no.
Will this go well probably not lol.