Ok, this is something that I've been wanting to get out there but I've always been afraid. Mostly I'm afraid that what I want isn't what anyone else wants... Anyway, here we go.
I'm a blue collar guy. I work hard for a living. I like what I do, it's hard work, it's necessary work, but it's tough because I don't have anyone that truly "gets" me. I love the idea of being secretly controlled by a strong woman.
I make decisions that keep a multi-million dollar district running. I've trained dozens of people that all show me respect. My bosses treat me as an equal most of the time, even though I'm just their employee. I've fought tooth and nail to get where I am professionally and I'm damn good at what I do. However, I feel unfulfilled in my personal life.
I've always felt like I needed someone to take control and push me to my fullest potential. I adore strong women and want nothing more than to be the man that makes their dreams come true. But I want someone who is happy being by my side in public, while in charge in private. I'm definitely not a slave, I'm not a sissy, I'm for sure not a little... I'm just someone who functions better if a strong woman is making my personal decisions.
I want to be given a routine, diet, chores, and D/s specific tasks. I want to have to earn orgasms. I want to give as many orgasms as She wants. I want to be used as a toy, tied up and teased, filled with toys, and so much more. I want to have structured/scheduled playtime and punishment time. But I also want to be a partner... I want a family and I want there to be an understanding that my thoughts and feelings matter too. I want someone who will listen to my ideas, truly consider them, take my wishes into account, then ultimately make the final dec seeisions. I want Her to know that I trust Her decisions, I just want some input in the big ones...
Anyway... Thanks to anyone willing to listen to my ramble. I hope you all find exactly what you want and need out there.