Random sexual fantasies

I'm that guy, I know it, short and quiet hiding in the background.  I can barely talk to beautiful women especially if they are tall, and wearing something tight and revealing and are outgoing and fun...  I think that some of these ladies dress that way just to torture guys like me.  They will look at me once, and hide their faces as they laugh or point or break me with their eyes.  My cock is tiny, I know that they know that just by looking at me, it is written all over my face.  My cock with start to squirm, and as I squeeze my muscles, down there, the anticipation rises.  Its all I can do to not start rubbing myself through my pants...  Some look at me with pitty, others disgust and everyone knows that I'm going to run straight to my bedroom and masturbate about them as soon as I can....

I'm getting so hard as I write this and the pre cum is already oozing out of the tip of my little cock.  I wonder, do they feel sorry for me? are they aroused that they know I'm masturbating over them?  Or are they just disgusted?  

Im feeling so desperate right now...  been looking through posts and pics on different kink positive sites.  I'm so worked up right now and cant stop from touching myself...  There are so many beautiful ladies - my head is swirling with such deviant fantasies...  I don't want to pleasure myself now, but want to let my needs grow and swell...

OH God, I need something sooo bad right now.  I am so hard and precum is running down the head of my cock right now.  I want to watch my mistress get fucked and then lick his hot jizz out of her pussy..  my cock is so small that when she wraps her hand around my cock, my cock disappears in her fist!

when my cock is like that in her fist its like she has complete and utter control over me.  Anything that she commands I will do....  I am very oral and want one cock after to fuck my face...  She would put me on my back and fuck me with a long hard strapon while grabbing my cock and completely controllling me.  One man after another would fuck my face and squirt their jizz all over my face.  I would wrap my legs around her and hold on for dear life while she drills my ass....

I edge over and over while dreaming about my mistress fucking me...  god, please let me cum!!

My mistress likes big (and usually black) cocks to get fucked with.  I have seen her get fucked and creampied by several different guys in a row each giving her an amazing orgasm.  For this, they get to cum deep inside of her.  When I am invited, I am forced to fluff them for her...  what's even hotter is that once they cum in her and they pull their cocks out, she makes me lick and suck all of the fresh hot cum off of their cocks.  By the time I lick one guys big cock clean she will already be getting fucked by the next guy.  At the end of the night, if I have been really good, she will allow me to slowly lick and suck all of their cum out of her pussy...  it is amazing, the feel of her hot, wet sticky thighs on my face, the feel of that warm gooey cum on my tongue and in my mouth is simply intoxicating.  By then I will be in another zone and I will beg her to fuck me over and over again.   I lay on my back as she fucks me with her big cock, looking into my eyes and laughing at how much cum she made me eat...  Its heaven. 

djaysmith wrote:
Being mercilessly teased by my Mistress, to the point where precum is oozing out of my cock and has made the front of my pants all wet... She is wonderfully tall and lets me rub up against her legs while she looks down on me in disgust. We are standing together and I am facing her... feeling so blessed to be right between her legs... My dreams are all answered when she says that she is going to allow me to enter her. My pants are off in no time and I grasp her hips to bring her down to me. I keep struggling but she refuses to squat down a little so that I can enter her beautiful pussy. I cant believe it with this unbelievable beauty right in front of me but I cant actually reach. She starts to laugh mercilessly and humiliates me by telling the bystanders around us that I cannot even reach; that I am too short. She laughs even harder the more that I try...

I think that I have shared elsewhere how short I am, and how enamored I am of tall women, the taller the better.  One of the things that I really like in a lady are beautiful hands...  long slim fingers, and big hands, with pronounced veins.  I am a sub and fantasize daily about a tall beautiful woman taking control of me...  I like it when a woman grasps my cock nice and firm.  It is so humiliating when I cant see my little cock sticking out the end of her fist.  When she has me like that she has me in her complete control and I am in heaven.  She won't even have to stroke my cock up and down, just her firm grip around my cock and some of her demeaning words are enough for me to squirt.  The way she laughs at me when I cant control myself and I just cum is priceless.  If I am very lucky she will run my cum through her fingers, first letting me smell my own jizz and then demanding that I lick it off her long, slender fingers.

So I am sure that this is wrong on so many different levels....  but my therapist is a beautiful blonde lady who I trust completely and can tell anything to.  I would never tell my wife how I would love to be dominated and teased by a beautiful woman in high heels, or how I would love to be pegged by and aggressive dominant woman, but I can tell these things to my therapist.  

I have to admit that while it is very liberating to discuss my sexual fantasies with my therapist, it is also extremely erotic.  I have never been in a situation where it was "ok" to talk about my sometimes less than mainstream kinks.  I have never spoken so openly and so unabashedly with a woman before. 

Well I have to admit, I find my therapist to be extremely sexually attractive at this point.  She is beautiful and blonde, and appears to have large beautiful breasts, but what really has me under her spell is being able to tell her anything about my sexuality w/o her being judgmental.  OMG that is so hot...

Our sessions are video sessions which allows me to take pics of her during our sessions, and afterwards I masturbate to her photos often more than once.  She gives me the most powerful orgasms and end up masturbating about her over and over again.  Sometimes I can't think of much else besides kneeling in front of her and masturbating for her, or eating my cum for her or even licking another man's cum out of her....