I recently began speaking to a potential slave girl things seemed to be going well. Then for no explanation or reason she removed her profile; without saying anything about it. I am done with the idea of finding the right slave girl for me.......
The old saying that it better to have loved and lost than to have have loved at all? To that I say how can a person lose someone or something that they have never had to start with. ?
I am strongly debating on whether I should just give up on my quest for the potential submissive or slave girl or give out on the search at times I feel like my age has a lot to do with not finding a special lady to spend my life with.
The search for a special submissive or slave girl who I can spend my life with is at the point that I am going to take a 10 year break. Due to let downs and false hopes.
In the bdsm lifestyle there seems to be a mixture of people who fully understands the Dom/submissive dynamics as well as the Master/slave dynamics and cradled in between are those who pretend to know what the bdsm lifestyle is all about those who don't understand what the beauty of the bdsm lifestyle is truly about waste the time of us that live and breathe the lifestyle. I may be banned for speaking my mind but so be it.
I have been wondering what has happened to the lobby chat room for several months I would drop in and see several people even as many as 19 in the chat room maybe it should be the ghost chat room?