Ace In Chains

Is it so bad to like to read the dirty things in life. 

To read about a scene you wish your Dom would put you in and never stop, to play out that pretty scene that would make any vanilla person blush and need to have a meeting with their local priest. 

To read about that dirty, hot, sweating, toe curling, pussy tighten, ass warming scene. God I wish to feel the crop on my ass, the feeling of the cuffs on my wrist and ankle, To feel my master fingers playing with me and not letting me make a sound. 

To read while I have my masters favorite toy inside of me, and he is in control of the level and how much my pussy is going to get abused by that toy as I read. To feel the toy pulse stronger every time my master see my leg cross cause I got to a very naughty part in the book. The part where the Dom in my book has the main character backed into a wall in a hallway that the Dom chased her into, The Dom has her hands pinned above her head, he is throwing every dirty insult he can think of at the main character. Calling her dirty, slutty, his fuck toy that only he can use and abuse as he wants.

Reading the part where The Dom is ripping away any fabric that is in his way from seeing what is his to take. Reading him pinching her nipples, He will ask her a question and she must be honest or she will be punished. If she answers a question in a way he doesnt like he will pinch her nipple hard and twist it...If she answers the question in a way he likes he will lick and suck her nipple having her moan for more. While reading that scene your Master is cranking up the level higher and higher every time you rub your knees together, he knows by that movement that your arousal is growing more and more and he loves to see it. 

To read a text from a friend about her wild night out with a stranger she met, and while you are reading this story she is giving you every detail she can remember. From the way the man walked , for the way he spoke, they type of drink he ordered, The questions he asked her. Then the more fun stuff...Like the way he dragged her into the bathroom , bent her over the bathroom sink, pulled her panties down ......and just looked at her pretty pink pussy, marveled at how wet she was, how much her pussy lips were throbbing to every compliment he made to her. The kicker of it all he didnt touch her, instead he stood up and made her look at herself in the mirror, made her look at how horny she was and how needed she was in front of them. He tells her how he doesn’t  like a woman that hasn’t  earned her right to a good fuck yet. So, he hold her head up and makes her list out all the reason why she should be fucked. Every time she list 5 reason he will hit her with a follow up question to one of the reasons she gave. To feel through the words she is texting how much she was making her case with this man and he was not moving on it, and even though you were not there and you are just reading you start to beg too. 

To read fellow kink mate stories and start to fall into there world and see what they see, feel what they feel, and beg like the pretty sluts we are. 

i read what I want to read cause........in those worlds i can go into subspace without needing to be touched, I can find the ideas I need get me and my master to our ultimate high, and because .........once a smutty reader, always a smutty reader. 

I'm just a girl that likes to be tied up, spanked, Choked, Blind folded, put on my knees to beg for my Dom's belt, and so much more. The only problem is ....I'm Ace. Now don't get me wrong there is nothing wrong with being Ace and liking to be punished once in a while, but to many people its a weird combo to have.  

Most like to say that in this community not a lot of people are in it for the sex and, its just a way for them to be free and get out a certain type of emotion that can only be reached when the are in the state of bliss when they are spanked or whipped. They find a kind of peace or in a way the gates to paradise. Most tell me its all about respect and giving control to someone you trust to take you to that state of peace and I let all outside things stay outside and to live in that moment with them. Some say they don't have sex at all, but from my encounters; its nothing but sex for these people. Maybe I am talking to the wrong type but it seems like I cant land someone who is willing to give me a chance.

Now its no surprise to receive a DM on this site. A stranger has read your profile, wants to get to know you more, learn about all your kinks and need in any partnership, you do small talk, see how things go on , you talk and you talk, you find that you both have the same kinks and many other things. Then comes the question " Would you like to play a little and see how it goes?". You get excited and do a little bit of play together to see how your energy's fit together, it all works, you are the heat of the moment and then........The more. Now all parties are free to say no if they don't want to do anything; However the energy is there, its hot, you are both in that state of heat.... but you don't completely feel the need to go further.

Now i know you are all reading this with some type of thought in your head, some or understanding and others are more or less like " What?". This is something I deal with on a daily and as much as i wish i could be the whole package to rock and roll after some foreplay, I'm not. I would rather just come down from the high and cuddle and just be in the moment with my partner. I don't need that physical connection with you to know that what we did was magic and that is something that you can only get at that moment. I just want to play and be together and that't it.

Now don't you fret, There will be days where I will want you to choke me, while you are drive into with all the force and need to be close to me. Fulling me with your cum, so you can mark me as your toy and no one else. Or to hear me beg you not to stop fucking me even though We have both cum 3 times in a row, I will ask you not to stop. However, most days will be play and no sex and i want you to be ok with that. 

Now this is not a AD to make me sound needy and whiny. This is just me an Ace girl wanting to be tied up and once in a while fucked by someone who will respect my needs and non needs and be happy and understanding about it.