Thoughts of a Sub

Every teenage girl understands the want to have a boyfriend. As a teen we all wanted that connection for one reason or another be it status or having some one care for us. As i grew into an adult and started experiencing the world I started to notice something. 

I felt incomplete and alone. I didn't know how to fix it. What was missing?

While I haven't figured out how to fix it. A few years ago I came across a book about BDSM and started figure out what that missing piece was. I could picture myself in that Sub position and while yes it was arousing it was also freeing. The thought of submitting to a man almost made me feel complete. 

The thought of not being in charge and serving his needs filled that emptiness a little. 

Unfortunately I have no luck with men so have not been able to experience of freedom and wholeness but one day I hope to.

 I play around with poetry a little ?