Happy new years! My 2024 resolution

January 3rd 2024

After a badly interrupted night of sleep thanks to drunk and noisy neighbors, I woke up late and realized I only had 1 hour to shower, dress, and leave for work. 

I quickly jumped in the shower to wash up and prep my asshole. I may not have time today for a 3-hour session, but I had enough time to attach my dildo to a stool and impale it into my hole to continue my anal stretching regimen for 40 minutes as I dried my hair and got dressed for work. 

It felt so good to wake up and have a dildo in my ass first thing in the morning, and I wonder if having my asshole constantly stretched and filled every day will soon consume my every thought as I train my body to be the best set of holes it can become.    

I am already sinking into a whorish and slutty submissive/ slave mindset as I was unashamed to be in a harness, filled, and out in public shopping at the store yesterday. Soon, once I get accustomed to being filled each day, I will begin to train my nipples to readily accept the pain of alligator clamps for longer and longer periods. 

So far an assessment of my current progress: 

Comfort in wearing a bondage harness: ...................Last year: 0%            ......................................                    . This year: 65% 

Anal stretching:   .......................................................Last year's largest size: 5 inches thick, 8 inches long         This year: 6.5 inch thick, 8 inches long

Longest Time spent impaled on a dildo:.................... Last Year: 2 hours                         ....................................    This year: 3 hours 

Longest time spent wearing alligator clamps: ............Last year: 10 minutes     ........................................... ..........This year: 0 minutes

Vaginal stretching: ......................................................Last year: 4.5 inches thick, 8 inches long  .......................  .This year: 0 inches thick, 0 inches long

Outtings while in bondage:                                          Last year: 0x, 0 minutes                                                       This year: 1x for 20 minutes

Outting while analy stuffed:                                          Last year: 3x, 30 minutes each                                            This year: 1x for 20 minutes

It is 3:30pm and I am home my asshole forced open by the 6.5 thick dildo and harness is on. One problem is that I forgot to go to the store. 

A good friend on this site suggested I get dressed and go even while harnessed and asshole impaled. I think I will try it. At least I know the dildo won't fall out on my Adventure.

Currently 10 minutes in on this session  

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20 minutes in 

I understand that I am nothing short of a dirty nasty whore as I walk through my apartment complex waiting foe the elevator to come am in a bondage harness, asshole speared by a dildo and going to the store to buy soap and lube. To the outside world I am dressed quite normally. But the idea someone might be able to tell what is happening under my clothes should be enough to shame me, but instead it has made me more wet and appreciative of the dildo that is fucking me with every step I take. 

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30 minutes in and I am returning back to my apartment. I had to go to 2 stores and tall to 5 different people. A little scary and humiliating. But I have one more stop to make before i go home 

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Almost 40 minutes in 

I am home in my apartment and I could wait to be rid of the clothes that were on my body. Now I don't have a reason to leave my apartment until tomorrow. 

I am now wearing nothing but my slave harness and anal dildo and I feel very much so at peace. I wonder if I can beat yesterday's 3 hours of plug wearing 

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4:21pm 

Now I am home just having my clothes off wasn't enough. However, once I put on a slave collar, wrist cuffs and ankle cuffs, I finally feel properly dressed to be present online with the bdsm community. 

I will strive to answer as honestly as I can to those who take the time to talk to me. So I can be the best submissive I can be tonight

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5:00pm 

I am 1.5 hour in on my anal training tonight, my pussy is soaking wet. I am half way through my accomplishment from last night. i wonder if I will be able to do more today

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5:43pm 

called an end to the training today. total time of 2.5 hours. my hole was stinging and burning and it was time to call it quits so not to cause any damage.

overall it was a good training day today

As it is now 2:40 in the morning, I have finally removed the dildo that has had my asshole forcibly pried apart for the last 3 hours. Having my hole stretched out over a 6.5-inch thick dildo was absolutely wonderful and so very relaxing. What helped a lot was having a body harness to ensure it didn't move while I was training my hole, and talking to some lovely people who were on tonight. 

 The dildo on the left is what I was using tonight and the one on the right I hope someday to use properly. 

and the harness that kept the dildo secure and this sub/ slave in its proper mind space for training comfortably. 

Tonight's session was pleasurable as it was easy to imagine one day wearing a dildo plug for a whole day instead of a few hours in the night. I know I cannot do this every night as I need to allow my hole to adjust properly, however, I may make it a goal to try to do this on Sundays more often. Depending on what time I have available, I may try for a few more hours during the day time on 01.02.2024 haha. but I would have to see if I can finish my errands quickly, and if there is no lingering soreness.  

I hope you all have a lovely day or night wherever you are.

As of 40 minutes ago, I have donned a new slave harness and filled my ass with the second largest dildo to-date I have bought.

My hole is forced open around the dildo and held in place by the body harness. I am hoping to go for a few hours tonight but I don't know the reality of that. I have only recently been about to accept the size of this one in my asshole and it is far too big for my cunt, but I have not held it for more than a few minutes at a time. 

I will wear this as my plug and use it many times this year until it is no longer a challenge to use. Only then will I attempt the next size. I would wish to ruin the hole that will one day bring pleasure to my future owner. But I will do my best to ensure it will never deny him either. 

This sub slave truly enjoys being a set of holes and it's pussy is driping wet as the asshole is mercilessly forced open wide. However, I will not chase such pleasure nor touch myself until the training period tonight is up. For until the time is up, I see this body as not my own, but my future masters, and I have not earned such a right to touch it beyond getting it trained. 

the  dildo on the left is what I am using currently, and the one on the right is untouched in a drawer haha