Travels and trials in my journey

Good morning, fellow kinksters,

    I hope some of you got to read the blog yesterday. I was full of hope and optimism about going to work yesterday. Just to be upfront, I really do not like working Sundays in general. But, I digress….

    My good buoyant mood lasted about 45 minutes. My boss, who was not working, came in and started being a complete prick. Day spoiled. I nevertheless managed to salvage a largely decent day out of my roiling anger and disappointment. If any of you are in management positions in retail…just let your people work. Let them do the job you hired them to do. They don’t have to be under your thumb every minute of every day.

    Go home. Read a book. Fornicate. Do something else.
  Rant concluded. Have a beautiful day everyone.

Max

Good morning fellow kinksters!

     A bright and beautiful sunny morning here. Even though I have to work today, I’m going to approach it with an upbeat attitude. I get to go to band practice after work and enjoy that. Hopefully meet a few nice people today at work (most times the folks that come in on Sundays are curmudgeons) and brighten their day a little bit.

    I’m reminded of a meme that really spoke to me…a group of Soldiers standing with their weapons and ready to do work. The caption was ‘never forget who the fuck you are’

   I’m retired and far from the cock diesel killing machine I was.  It he is still in there and a warriors heart still beats there. 

Max

Hello fellow kinksters,

      After a crazy few weeks I’m ready to rejoin society. Lots of drama, lots of lost sleep and too few hours tending myself. 
   I hope you have all been well and look forward to talking with you all again!

Max

Good evening, fellow kinksters!

     Finally a day off and not one that was marred with the drudgery of work. I actually got to sit and chat with a good friend and catch up on a show I have been missing. I calmly and causally enjoyed my morning coffee for the first time in recent memory. 
   Days like this don’t come very easily or very often so I enjoyed it and basked in the mental sunlight of a good mood and happy thoughts for quite a while.

    And, of course, my mind went back to other not-so-happy days and dark moments. But even in them, I saw a brightening of what I saw as a very gloomy time. Yes, my father and my brother are still dead, but I remembered the good times we had sitting around the dining table with glasses of Gentlman Jack telling our stories. They were good times and brought a smile to my heart. 
    Thus, both sides of the coin today….new and old, happy and sad. I’ll take both sides any day of the week. A song lyric, as cheesy as it may sound, describes it perfectly….sometimes darkness can show you the light.

  Have a wonderful day, all of you!

Max

Max

  Mornings are what I miss most. Yes, most of us wake in the morning anyways, but specific parts of mornings I miss. 
   Mornings of waking and watching her sleeping. Sneaking a hand under the covers and exploring her body. Yes, I am definitely a morning guy. Soft, warm and supple skin under my hands. Gentle touches that elicit a deep breath and a smile.

  Mornings of laughter and playing under the covers. Light tickles and lots and lots of hugging. Feeling the softness of her hair. Holding her hands up and looking closely at them, soft and small. Some quick little pecks on the lips as we roll in the covers in each others arms.

   Mornings of wanton, sweaty, eye rolling sex. Anything and everything . Just melting together and enjoying what the other has to offer. Panting and sweating. Bodies joined in any number of delicious ways until we both are spent from our efforts to please the other no matter what.

   These days it’s the same routine…shower, meds, coffee, tv and work. I have to admit, I liked the old days better and wish I could go back and experience them again. But my logical mind say it’s over and quit reliving ancient history. Get over it and move forward. 
   Always forward 

Max

Good morning, fellow kinksters,

     It’s that time of the week. Don’t start something you can’t finish today. Be nice to people and send them on their way with a smile. Make eye contact with someone you think is hot and smile at them. Let them know that you see them. You never know if that person might be suffering or just need a bright spot in their day.

    I am going to do all of those things today. Compliments are free, so give them to everyone. You just might make their day. I know I’m going to try to today.

     Why? Because it’s fucking Friday!

 Have a great day everyone!

 Max

Thanks to lambsone for issuing this challenge. I can’t figure out how to post pics to here so mine is on my profile.

   Come on, fellas, let’s show the ladies what we have!

Max

 Good morning, fellow kinksters!

   It’s me again. I was here for quite a while and have taken a sabbatical to figure myself out and to build some friendships.

    Some of you may remember me, but to others I am a new person altogether. I have missed this community badly over the past how ever many months, but I am back now. I intend to continue writing as I did before and , hopefully, continue making new friends and who knows what down the road.

    I’ve missed being a part of this family. I love and respect you all and look forward to the future!

Max

   All of us know that one guy…the one that knows everything and has done everything. I am NOT that guy. The more I read and study the more I realize that I know actually very little. 
    In my opinion, it’s the ones that will take the time to read and learn about something that are the ones to keep. Many submissives I know are extremely bright and well read. Seldom is the case that you find one talking about how great they are.

    Each day and each situation are a learning event, and should be for us all. Every person that I meet teaches me something, either about them or about myself. As a man that doesn’t know everything, I value what I learn regardless of how painful it is to me.

    I know that I have unwittingly caused harm along the way in my journey. I’m not proud of it but I will own it. It’s not malicious. It’s not by design. It’s living and learning. We all only get this one shot at this life. Being remiss and not pursuing your dreams is not the way we were meant to live. 
    Go and find your other part. Take the risk.

Time