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To be seen, we need to see.

The masks we present to others online, to our friends, to our families.....are not essentially who we truly are. It seems that we don't take the time anymore to truly get to know someone. We delude ourselves into thinking that they are going to be something that we crave, that we need, that we yearn for.....then in reality they aren't.

Something happens....something is said.....that inflitrates our soul on such a deep level that we feel consumed by hurt, by mistrust, by our own misguided thoughts on what something was and wasn't.....

It breaks us back down to our own toxic patterns of behaviour that we have learned from others hurting us, keeping us down, telling us we aren't worthy of happiness of love of loyalty of devotion......

When we start relationships, we need to take a step back, to see if this is what is true...if this is who is real....when communication breaks down...everything ceases to exist.

Spice
4 months ago. December 22, 2023 at 8:26 PM

Mmmmmmmm, my throbbing pussy was sooooo in need of attention this morning ......... let me tell You why.......

 

A cabin in the woods......
A request for primal professional services was made .......
A need to be fulfilled .....

 

I watched Him as He drove up....waiting in anticipation for Him....waiting to have His hands on me.....

 

Watching as He showered, as He stroked His cock in the shower, not knowing that I was there....naked outside in the dark waiting.......

 

He willingly wore the blindfold, waiting for me.....
Quietly I came into the cabin, yet He heard me....
Growling "I've been waiting for you .........."

 

Quietly walking up to Him, I fingered my pussy making it wet, knowing the sounds were reverberating throughout the quiet space in the cabin.....

 

Watching His cock respond....knowing what I was doing.....smelling my scent......I put my fingers by His nose....watching Him breathe me in deeply.....knowing He was getting primal.....whispering "kneel primal, let me ride Your face"......You knelt for me.....

 

Wrapping my right leg around You, I grabbed Your beard forcing Your mouth open onto my wet already engorged pussy.....needing Your tongue on me, in me, biting me.....Your hands wrapped around my ass, holding me to Your hungry mouth.....demanding more of me than anyone has......

 

"Not yet primal......You need to TAKE my orgasms from me, You don't get any gifts today my love.....You will give me what I want.......NOW SHOW ME YOUR PRIMAL......

 

Pushing You back onto the carpet, I ran out of the cabin "catch me if You can primal...."

 

 

4 months ago. December 22, 2023 at 8:25 PM

I ran, and ran.....knowing things that He did not... knowing that in order to entice the primal, I needed Him to be raw, to be angry, to fight for what He wanted......

 

So I ran......to my safe zone.....over the trip wires......around the obstacles that I had set up.....knowing that they would only slow Him down, not hinder the chase....

 

I enshrouded myself in the black cloak that was left out earlier.....fully covering my light skin but still able to see.....slipping on long black silk gloves.....I watched the door to the cabin open......

 

He stood in ALL His naked glory....pulsating with need....wanting the chase.....wanting to chase...to catch His prize....to use me as He needed.....to use me as much as I needed to be used.....

 

He growled long and hard.....into the night....where none could hear...where none could see.....the chase has begun my love.....come to me.......find me.....fight me....use me the way I need to be used......

 

4 months ago. December 22, 2023 at 8:23 PM

He ran into the woods......searching....smelling the air......his eyes darting everywhere....waiting for them to adjust.....to the moonlight...to find His prey....

 

Knowing He couldn't see me....enticed me further....needing to be caught....needing to be used...I throbbed....I dripped.....wetness egging me on....wetness that was His and only His.......

 

"come out, come out little one......." he taunted me...running wildly......tripping over the first wire.....face first into the ground....guttural screaming emanated from his throat....pushing me further into the dark...knowing it was dangerous....knowing he would be hard Primal....when the chase was done.....

 

"very clever My whore.....but it won't stop me......" storming now through the trees, the debris on the ground.....hearing His location....I laughed long and deep.... changing His course....into another wire....tripping a branch to smack into His face....cutting His skin....blood dripping down onto His chest....

 

I could see through the darkness.....see the whites of His eyes....the basic need of owning what is HIS.......I ran behind Him while He screamed out His frustration into the night.....not knowing how close I was to Him....."I AM GOING TO TAKE YOU HARD, MY FUCK".......

 

Anticipating His primal side, I knew it was a gamble...a risk to push Him too far....knowing how deep His need was to release The Primal......I pushed one more time......

 

I hit a button....a spot light came on......bathing the spot in light......the spot where I longed to be......showing the chains.....the cuffs.....He stopped....His chest heaving with raw unspent energy.....heaving with dark energy that I have brought out......

 

I took off my gloves.....light skin reflecting in the light......His back to me....I whispered "come catch me primal......come use me......" turning He caught the skin color......running towards my location....I turned behind a tree...dropping my cloak...

 

Now naked....I waited......I listened.....I breathed silently....controlling my responses...heightening my senses.....knowing the battle was coming.......that our needs were so basically primal.....that we needed to tackle....we needed to be.....

 

exactly who we are.....

 

 

4 months ago. December 22, 2023 at 8:22 PM

crashing through the bush.....an angry bull.....I can hear Him ...... I can smell Him....His sweat running off His body.....His cock hard for me.....knowing that He will use it .....very very well on me tonight...

 

He trips on the last wire......raging mad he rolls....I pounce on Him......clawing at His chest...slapping His face.....enticing the Primal to come and play with me......knowing the end will be.....hard, painful, desirable......I kick Him away from me.....I get up....but He grabs my ankle.....maniacally laughing...knowing He has control now...

 

I kick out at Him...His sheer size is 3 times mine....knowing I need to fight...He allows me to strike Him....to cut Him...to make Him bleed...knowing I need this release.....this fight as much as He does......knowing that the end will be His......

 

He grabs me by the hair....dragging me to the spot.....the one I have set up for Him...only and ever for Him....for His use of me....for our use of each other.....He grabs my throat....pushing me into survival mode....I claw, I breathe very little...knowing what is coming....

 

I black out....He throws me over His shoulder.....cuffing me by my wrists first...knowing that when I rouse....I will fight hard.....I awaken....unaware of my situation at first....I start kicking at Him.....biting His shoulder as He finishes the last wrist......His blood in my mouth....He grabs my throat......"tsk tsk "......

 

Holding me off the ground....He tightens the chains so I dangle....unable to do anything.....but receive what He needs to give me.....what I need to crave for Him to give me....His fingers pound hard into my.....dripping wet pussy.....screaming in pain.....I arch my back....trying to get away from the.....so desirable pain which I yearn for....

 

Primal Prey....I am....the prey that.....willingly takes His desires....takes His hardness....needing to be used by Him......always....

 

4 months ago. December 22, 2023 at 8:21 PM

......pounding into me still.....His fingers...driving me over the first edge....into unobliterated bliss......He takes His first orgasm......knowing it is what I needed.....knowing it is what we needed...

 

"mmmmm, there's my sweet fucking whore"......He releases my throat...grabs my legs.....I kick....I scream....tears ruining my mascara .........running down my face....into my mouth....He grabs my thighs....forcing them apart.....He looks at me.....pulling me onto His hard cock......I scream out.....both in pain and pleasure....for finally getting.....what I wanted all along....

 

Thrusting into me.....always looking at me.....growling "MINE ALWAYS".....He marks me with His fingers.....gripping me....bruising me...knowing that it's what I need....He leans down...bites my breasts....bruising them.....making me cum hard and wet......knowing how to use me......

 

"10 more my whore" ....He throws me away from Him....dangling....I move as the chains allow.....He grabs my throat....forcing me to look at Him....watching my eyes...glaze over as He fingers my throbbing sore pussy.....

 

"The night has just begun my love.....

 

"Are you ready for the dance?"

4 months ago. December 21, 2023 at 5:36 AM

You may look at me and wonder why I am cautious

You may ask yourself why I don't trust easy

You may ask why I question your authenticity

 

Have you REALLY looked at me?

 

Don't see my physical beauty, or my intimidating presence in a room full of others;

If you are enamoured by me, LOOK AT ME.

I fear nothing....I fear no one....

 

When I come to You, it is because I trust You on the very shaky ground that we have

started to create. Gripped in a soul searing desire to be needed,

to be wanted, by someone like You.

 

The need was deep, the need was real......

 

The response given was not one that was needed at the time.....

It wasn't one of support, of understanding, of emotions that I have already

formed for Us....LOOK AT ME

 

My cloak of fear, is not fear itself, but a need so deep and scary to me

that it can't be released, it can't be used or relied upon for the very fact

that there is no real positivity in existence. There is always turmoil, there is always

chaos.....there are always levels of vitriol.

 

My cloak has been used to enshroud me my entire life.

It is my protection against judgements, my protection against

those who are not authentic...LOOK AT ME

 

My masks have many forms, depending on who I interact with.

With You, my primal, I was loosing my masks.

I was letting them go, so You could see ME.

My loyalty was deep and true,

 

I should be able to challenge, to bend to stretch the confines of where we are

To demand for more, to demand we be better.

To demand that, YOU SEE ME.

To ask for the things that I long for the most.....

To ask for the things that I crave the deepest.....

To ask for the loyalty to which I willingly submitted to.....

To be taught how to trust again, explicitly without reservations,

 

Without the cloak, without the thoughts of questioning myself

of wondering this pushing is too much this time.

To be shown how to love again........

 

LOOK AT ME