Okay, no, there's practically zero likelihood that you'd know or remember who I am even if I used the same moniker or said the same words as I said last time. That's most likely because the last time I was here was... Wow! Half a decade ago! My how the time does fly!
So, since we are new friends, allow me to introduce myself. You can call me R, and I am eager to meet all of you.
Now, since we're going to be good friends, you and I, there is something that you should know. Once in awhile, I will go and... Take a little rest, you could say. And the other one inside here will grab the reigns and lead the way. Mostly because we have no DD for me and no D for her to tell us what to do, or what not to do. But that's okay. We'll find him. I'm sure. Maybe he'll find us. Admittedly I'm always afraid that if we find one, that he'll only love just one of us and not the other. How hard and sad that would be.
It's happened before. She found someone that she loved and that loved her in return. But he didn't know about me. She tried her best to tell him, but he didn't understand at all. So she made me hide. And the longer I stayed hidden, the more lonely and sad I became. Until one day, I'd been so hidden and ignored for such a long time that it actually made me sick. And when I got sick, it made her sick. We are two parts of one, as it were. And when she got sick, he didn't like it.
It took awhile, but she figured out that she actually loved me more than she loved him. She also learned that anyone that claims to truly love either one of us will only really mean it if he actually loves us both. She's so smart. And neither of us will ever be kept a secret ever again. And what's happier for us than that?
Now I can do all the things I missed out on while I was hiding. I can learn and grow and experience all the things. And she can do whatever stoic, sarcastic, dry-humored, cynics do. Just kidding. She's not the salty. Usually. Haha!
Anyway, I'm going to use this blog for both of us. On the off chance it develops any type of following, you'll be able to tell who's writing to you, first, because if it's happy and upbeat, it's me, and if it's super sexy or intense and psychologically thrilling, it's definitely her. But just in case you're still not sure, in the title, if it has a ' - R - ' at the end, you'll know it was me. And if it has a ' - | - ' you can know it's her.
I really am excited to get to know some folks. I have some really great ideas to share and things I think would be great stuff for us to dive into together as a community!
Love & Respect,
Little R
