I love the feeling of masturbating in bed, and bringing myself close to the edge of orgasm multiple times.
I close my eyes, and I can feel the orgasm building in my body as I stroke my cock. I can't go to fast, or I WILL cum, unintentionally. So I usually go slow, then medium speed with my strokes. I love feeling the pre cum, and I use it for lubrication. It really turns me on to take my other hand and rub the pre cum on my nipples.
It is such a rush to get extremely close to cumming, knowing you have to stop just short of that moment of bliss! So frustrating, but I knew it would be frustrating going into the masturbation session without release. That's a twisted part of the fun, when the thought of that frustrating feeling actually turns me on more!
I love doing this when I haven't cum in 2 or 3 days, so I feel even more desperate!
Eventually, I WILL cum! But not tonight...just a few more edges, then I'll stop stroking, and go to sleep horny.
I know that the eventual orgasm will be utterly mind blowing physical and mental bliss, and be FAR more intense than a typical orgasm!!!