Coming out of my corner for a bit 🫣
L’s journal (get it out of you )
Honesty, D/s, and the Cost of Lies.
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I’ve been thinking about honesty, and what it means to trust.
I believe that, In a dynamic, honesty isn’t optional. It’s the foundation on where everything rests on. And for some reason it’s the hardest thing to give.
Real honesty, means exposure. To be honest is to be seen, and being seen means risking rejection. There are fear that creeps in sometimes, ( If I show too much of what a mess I'm, will I still be worthy? )
I do my best to remind myself, That when I speak my truth, when I own my thoughts and feelings It builds closeness.
the thing about submission and honesty it’s not surface-level obedience. It’s a surrender of self, a deep offering that says, "I trust you to hold me, even when I’m messy, even when I’m scared."
But that trust—it’s fragile and submission isn’t just about my honesty. It’s about ours.
When a Dom lies, something breaks. To me, safety doesn’t come from control, it comes from truth, trust and communication. Knowing that when I kneel, I’m kneeling on something real.
A lie It’s not just about disappointment. It’s about disorientation. If I can’t trust your word, how can I trust your guidance?
I open myself—physically, emotionally, spiritually 🧘🏻♀️ ( and it hurts so much since is hard for me to connect with people and when I do, oh that's nice, till is not )
That kind of surrender demands honesty. Not just from me, but from a D. Especially from a D
Honestly isn’t just important, it's sacred. It’s the what holds the whole dynamic together. Honesty must go both ways. If I give you the truth of who I am, I need to know that what you offer me is just as real.
otherwise, what are we even doing?
