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Giving this a shot I guess

Learning new things about myself

The dim light flickered in the small basement, casting shadows that danced along the concrete walls. I sat on the edge of a worn leather chair, my heart racing as he walked in. His presence filled the room, commanding and confident.
“Are you ready for tonight?” His voice was low, a deep hum that sent shivers through me.
“I—I think so,” I stammered, my cheeks flushing.
He stepped closer, the scent of cedar and musk enveloping me. “You know I’ll take care of you, right?”
I nodded, biting my lip. “Yes, but—”
“No ‘buts,’” he interrupted, his tone firm yet playful. “Trust me, love. Just breathe.”
I exhaled shakily, feeling a mix of excitement and vulnerability. “What if I can’t?”
“Then I’ll remind you,” he replied, a smirk playing at the corners of his lips. “You want this, don’t you?”
“Yes,” I whispered, the word escaping like a moan.
“Good girl.” He reached out, brushing a finger along my jaw. “Remember, it’s all about surrender.”
A soft laugh bubbled up from my throat, mingling with my apprehension. “Surrender sounds easy when you say it like that.”
“Just wait,” he murmured, his eyes gleaming with mischief. “The night is still young.”

As the night deepened, the atmosphere in the basement grew thicker with anticipation. My heart raced as I sat before him, the warmth of his gaze engulfing me. I was lost in our world until a faint rustle caught my attention.

I turned my head slightly, my breath hitching. In the shadows, another woman stood, her presence unexpected and electrifying. She leaned against the wall, a curious smile playing on her lips, her eyes glinting with mischief.

“Babygirl?” I whispered, my heart pounding louder than before.

his voice laced with authority. “Don’t let it distract you.”

“What is she doing here?” a mix of thrill and uncertainty swirling within me. “What if—”

“Focus,” he interrupted, stepping closer.

I swallowed hard, torn between my desire to please him and the sudden vulnerability of being watched. “What if I’m not enough?”

His fingers brushed my chin, tilting my head back so I met his gaze. “You’re more than enough. Show her. Show us both.”

With a shiver of resolve, I nodded, meeting my Masters eyes. “Alright,” I breathed, feeling a spark ignite within me.

As a sub I’ve never given dominance a single thought I’m just not a dominant person never really have been. I mean with work yeah I’m a female bartender I have to yell at grown men from time to time. But that’s it that was until my dom and I started talking about polyamory and such well we were talking about me getting a female sub or just whatever fit. The more I thought about being a dom the more I liked it I mean I’m definitely more of a lover definitely not a hard dom but still so trying to learn how to take the lead and even making rules or coming up with a name that was hard haven’t  even thought about rules but I’m getting it figured out. I’m also helping her learn what it means to be a sub and what is and isn’t okay because she’s also new to the bdsm lifestyle anyways this has been all over the place currently at work but anyway I guess what I’m saying is it’s crazy how I’ve always been submissive I’m submissive in every aspect well except for women it’s always been like that but all it takes is one person going “have you explored that more?” To really get things going lol anyway thank you to my dom 

Hi my names Nicole, I’ve never posted a blog or anything like that before but hey first time for everything. Joining this site was the best thing I could’ve done for myself I’ve had the worse experience with fake doms and the wrong doms im now learning. I joined this sight for sub friends still wanting more friends in the community, However I ended up finding a dom and it’s just been the perfect fit. I always thought I was a brat I’d brat for attention or to get rougher treatment but with my current dom I don’t have that desire to brat. And I don’t have to because he knows what I need before I know I need it he’s firm but also very caring. I’m  also learning that I’m more dominant when it comes to girls we’re actually looking for a female sub so I can learn (I’m also just obsessed with women ?!) but I’m just more than greatful to my dom for showing me what a dynamic can be! 




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