1 week ago. Sunday, January 11, 2026 at 10:18 PM
I always hope for a good day. Not today. Today was not a good day. Today was full of anxiety, panic attacks, PTSD flashbacks and a whole mess of emotional trauma that came to the surface.
Today was me on the couch wrapped in a blanket rocking to calm myself down. Today was tears and screaming until my throat was sore. Today was biting my nails to ruin. Today was sweats, no makeup, hair in disarray and not giving a damn.
Tomorrow is another day. Tomorrow I will try to figure out how to fix the damage I caused my nails. Tomorrow I will put back on my big girl panties and face the day.
But Not Today.