2 weeks ago. Wednesday, January 7, 2026 at 10:58 PM
I have been on a journey. Rocky and filled with obstacles. Searching for my true self. After years of being beaten down, made to feel unloved and unwanted, I am finally learning I can’t glean my happiness from someone else. I must find my own happiness, my own light and my own strength.
I can’t make someone feel something that they don’t. I can only be myself. And if that isn’t good enough, then that is on them not me.
In that same breath, I know that I have so much to give someone. So much love, joy and my utter submission. I need to be happy for me. Let the light I have inside me shine. When I accomplish this, then I have found my strength that was within me all along.