Masters Lil toy

In the quiet hours, when the world slips away,

My thoughts drift to you, my heart in disarray.
If only you knew the depth of my longing,
How every moment apart feels endlessly wronging.

Like stars that adorn the velvet night sky,
You illuminate my world, my guiding light on high.
Day after day, I strive to be more,
To deserve your love like never before.

Tell me, my love, do you feel the same?
In the silence of night, do you whisper my name?
Do memories of us flood your mind,
As they do mine, leaving no solace behind?

Your absence leaves a void in my soul,
A yearning so deep, beyond my control.
Yet in dreams, I hold you close, so tight,
Together again, our hearts taking flight.

Do you miss my touch, my embrace so warm?
Do you ache for me, through calm and storm?
Let the stars above silently testify,
Of a love so profound, it can never die.

My princess, believe in our love, steadfast and true,
For my heart belongs to none but you.
Show me a sign, a glimpse of what's to be,
A future entwined, where love sets us free.

Forever yours, in every beat of my heart,
Until we reunite, never to part.

With all my love,
Dom 

In the quiet expanse of each passing minute, I find myself caught in the gentle currents of longing that pull me towards you. Every thought, every heartbeat, carries the echo of your presence, a whisper that lingers in the corners of my mind. It is in these tender moments that I am reminded of the depth of my affection for you, a love that transcends the boundaries of time and space.

The rhythm of our connection, once harmonious and sure, now finds itself adrift amidst the shifting tides of circumstance. You, with your desire for space and solitude, speak of growth and healing as essential companions on our journey. And though I understand the wisdom in your words, each moment apart serves only to magnify the intensity of my devotion.

In the tapestry of our shared experiences, I trace the threads of laughter and quiet conversations, moments when our souls danced in harmony under the canopy of stars. These memories, now treasured relics of a time that once was, paint the canvas of my heart in hues of nostalgia and yearning.

Yet, even as I navigate the vast expanse that separates us, I hold steadfast to the belief that our love is resilient. It is a force that defies the constraints of physical distance, a beacon that guides me through the labyrinthine corridors of uncertainty.

So, I embrace the solitude that envelops me, finding solace in the whispered promises carried on the wings of the wind. For in the silence, I discover the courage to nurture the embers of our connection, to nurture the hope that one day, our paths will converge once more, united in the tapestry of love that we have woven together. 

savage 

As I embark on this journey of self-discovery and growth,
I challenge myself every day, pushing through the pain and the doubt.
For it is under pressure that strength is forged, where warriors are made,
And I am relentless in my pursuit, reckless yet resolute in my own way.

I tear at every limitation, every doubt that holds me back,
Not for the sake of physical admiration, but to transcend, to connect on a deeper level.
My goal is not just a destination but a path of intertwined souls,
Where courage meets vulnerability, where perseverance fuels the fire within.

Some may question my methods, unsure if this path is right,
But it is in these moments of struggle that I find purpose and clarity.
Each fiber torn, every challenge embraced, I feel alive,
For it is through adversity that I discover the true essence of being alive.

I am a warrior, forging ahead with unwavering determination,
Embracing the journey with all its trials and tribulations.
In every tear, in every drop of sweat, I find strength,
For I am not just breaking myself down, but building myself up.

So, to anyone who doubts or hesitates, I say:
Embrace the struggle, for it is where your character is defined.
Push through the pain, for it is the path to greatness.
You are a warrior, capable of achieving greatness beyond measure.

Let the echoes of your efforts resonate,
Let your spirit rise above the challenges you face.
You are stronger than you know, more resilient than you imagine,
Believe in yourself, for you are a warrior, and this journey is yours to conquer.

savage 

In the depth of yearning, beyond mere pleasure's grasp,
There lies a connection, a bond that defies mere touch.
You are my treasure, precious and safe in my embrace,
Yet sorrow lingers, a shadow upon this cherished space.

Release your inhibitions, let me unlock your soul,
To dip into the wellspring where emotions flow.
In this journey, let your senses unwind and free,
To find solace in the voice that once guided thee.

But now, the tone echoes with a melancholy hue,
For it once whispered promises, dreams so true.
Yet fate has woven threads of sorrow and pain,
Leaving behind a heart that weeps in vain.

Our ecstasy now tinged with memories of what was,
A love once vibrant, now shattered by loss.
Yet amid the tears, there's a lingering hope,
That from the ashes, new beginnings may elope.

So let us dwell in this bittersweet reverie,
Where yearning and heartache blend seamlessly.
For even in sadness, there's a beauty that lies,
In the depth of emotions that never truly dies.

Thus, release and surrender to this poignant plight,
Where sorrow and longing intertwine in the night.
For in the echoes of our shared ecstasy,
Lies the essence of a love that was meant to be.

savage 

Oh, sweet muse of my heart's serenade,
In your presence, love's symphony is played.
Words fail where feelings flow so deep,
In the quiet moments, your soul I keep.

Baby, your love is my eternal tether,
In your eyes, I find myself lost forever.
I vow never to release your tender hand,
For in your arms, I've found my promised land.

Each thought of you blooms as a rose in spring,
Your laughter, a melody that makes my heart sing.
Captivated by your charm and grace,
I cherish each moment, in your embrace.

Your every gesture, a masterpiece of delight,
Radiates warmth, like the sun's gentle light.
Your quirks and smiles, each one endear,
In your presence, love's horizon is clear.

I've searched the cosmos, through galaxies anew,
For a soul as pure, as genuine as you.
In your love, I find solace, a sacred hue,
For I know, beloved, your heart is true.

savage 

Desde la distancia te observé,
un sueño vívido, tan claro, tan etéreo,
cada detalle, cada gesto capturé
en el lienzo de mi alma, en lo más profundo.

Acerqué mi mano con anhelo,
buscando tu calor, tu presencia,
pero el eco de tu ser se desvaneció,
como la niebla al rozar la realidad.

En el teatro de mis sueños,
fuimos actores de una historia sin final,
donde el tiempo se detiene
y los corazones laten al unísono.

Pero el destino tejía su tela,
entre hilos de ilusiones y desvelos,
y descubrí que tu toque ya no era accesible,
que tu presencia se desvanecía como el alba.

Ahora, en el silencio de mi ser,
quedan los ecos de lo que pudo ser,
un amor que brilló en la penumbra,
pero que se desvaneció en la distancia.

Y así, en la quietud del recuerdo,
guardo la imagen de tu sueño vívido,
que tan claro, tan lejano se tornó,
como un destello efímero en mi existencia.

savage 

Truth be told, I find myself grappling with the weight of my shortcomings, feeling like I've fallen short once again. Each misstep, each stumble along the way, has inexplicably led me to this moment with you. Yet, I never intended to disappoint you or anyone else. It's become a recurring pattern of mine, this tendency to inadvertently push away those who matter most. I become too much, too intense, and inevitably, people reach a breaking point.

I don't seek forgiveness for the intensity with which I love, for when my heart truly engages, it does so with unbridled passion. But I do regret the unintended consequences of that intensity—the ways it may have pushed you away, caused you discomfort, or instilled fear. For that, I am deeply sorry.

All I've ever wanted, and continue to want, is to build something meaningful with you. Yet, I realize now that healing requires space, a distance I must respect even as it pains me. I don't know how long this journey of healing will take, but I understand it's necessary.

You have been the hardest person for me to let go of, to move past, and I confess, I'm not there yet. I don't want to erase you from my life; I don't want to lose what we've shared. Instead, I hope for understanding, patience, and perhaps one day, reconciliation. Until then, know that I carry your memory with me, hoping for a future where we can rebuild what once was, stronger and more resilient than before.

Please forgive me for my faults and the ways I've faltered. I'm learning, albeit slowly, that love sometimes means giving space, even when every fiber of my being yearns to hold on tightly.

savage 

In the depths where shadows linger, I unearth the strength to rise,
To surpass all I've known, to conquer unseen skies.
A fire burns within, eager to ignite,
Yet fears and doubts, like shackles, hold it tight.

Alone I tread this path, a lone wolf in the night,
Yearning for a companion, yet finding solace in the fight.
In the echoes of silence, I hear your name,
Realizing too late, your place in my life's game.

You were my compass, my guiding star,
In your absence, I wander, near and far.
You're the pulse in my veins, the air that I breathe,
The anchor in tumultuous seas, the ground beneath.

With each step forward, I seek your grace,
To fill this void, to find my place.
For you are the one I cherish, the one I crave,
To stand beside me, strong and brave.

In the tapestry of dreams, where hopes reside,
You remain the beacon, my unwavering guide.
Through trials and triumphs, I strive to ascend,
With you beside me, until the journey's end.

So I dig deeper still, beyond the doubt and fear,
To embrace the unknown, to hold you near.
For you're not just a want, nor a mere desire,
But the essence of my soul's burning fire.

savage 

Negativity and fear became relentless companions, shrouding my thoughts and distorting my visions. I allowed myself to believe that failure defined me—that once I stumbled, I would always fall. The prospect of climbing to the top alone filled me with dread; I convinced myself that I wasn't capable of shouldering that burden.

Now, as I find myself trudging this solitary path towards an uncertain summit, I am weary. Each step feels heavier than the last, and doubts gnaw at what little strength I have left. The dream that haunted me was not of success, but of inevitable failure—a prophecy I unwittingly fulfilled by neglecting to see the truth that was before me.

I failed to grasp that having you was the anchor of certainty amidst life's storms—the one steadfast truth I needed. It pains me deeply to realize this now, when the chance to speak these truths has slipped through my fingers like sand.

Yet, in this solitude, I have learned. I recognize now the cowardice in my actions—the reluctance to face my fears and embrace the role you needed me to play. You deserved a leader who stood tall, who offered guidance and reassurance in times of uncertainty—a beacon of strength to light our path forward together.

Although my words may arrive too late to amend what's been lost, they carry the weight of sincere regret and a newfound understanding. I am humbled by the realization that my fear of failure eclipsed the beauty of what we shared. It is never too late to learn, to grow, and to strive for a better version of oneself.

I hope you can forgive the shortcomings of my past self and understand the depth of my remorse. I will carry these lessons with me as I continue to navigate this journey, striving to embody the courage and leadership that you always deserved.

savage 

As I sit here, memories flood my mind like a relentless tide, each wave crashing with the weight of our shared love and happiness. I can still feel the warmth of those mornings when I would wake to your beautiful smile, a beacon that lit up my world. Dressing you, preparing you for the day ahead, it was a ritual of love and devotion that now feels like a distant dream.

In those moments, I was your guide, leading us through life's twists and turns with confidence. But somewhere along our journey, invisible doubts began to gnaw at me, whispering fears of inadequacy and uncertainty. Blind to the good surrounding us, I allowed these shadows to cloud my vision, neglecting to cherish what truly mattered: you, and the profound joy you brought into my life.

Now, as I reflect, the weight of my silence presses upon me like a heavy stone. I see now that I took for granted the depth of our connection, the steadfast presence of your love. It pains me deeply to realize that my hesitation, my failure to express my inner turmoil and fears, has cost me the most precious gift I ever had.

I am haunted by the echo of unspoken words, the apologies left unsaid. If only I had found the courage sooner to confront my insecurities, to lay bare my vulnerabilities, perhaps our path would have been smoother, our bond stronger. Now, standing in the stark clarity of hindsight, I am left with regrets that pierce deeper than any pain I have known.

I am sorry, truly sorry, for not finding the words to reassure you, to remind you each day of the love that bound us together. My heart aches with the realization that I let fear obscure the beauty of our love story, that I faltered where I should have stood steadfast beside you.

Though my words may now reach you too late, know that they come from a place of profound remorse and enduring love. I will carry the lessons learned from this loss with me always, a testament to the depth of what we once shared and the price of my silence.

savage