Every time I see you
You make me feel
Every time I hold you
You set a spark
Every kiss is a moment
Set in stone
Every bye lasts a lifetime
Hopelessly waiting......
Every time I see you
It hurts
Every time I hold you
I cry
Every kiss is a moment
Sets my heart on fire
Every bye lasts a lifetime
Hopelessly waiting.......
What is love
Love is that we both make mistakes
Love is that we both fight for each other
Love is that we’ll see thru our flaws
Love is that we inspire each other
Love is a 2 way street as much as I have blame so do you
Love isn’t running away from our problems
Love isn’t making each other cry
Love isn’t wanting each other but not being together cuz we’re scared
True love is dealing with one another even if means dealing with one another’s baggage. Love is to Learn to lean on each other
I saw you yesterday with that beautiful smile of yours. You never seem to loose your touch and your spirit nothing lets you get down you overcome every obstacle that comes your way. I’m proud of you and I know things don’t seem to be going the way I or you might have wanted them to go but I assure you that one day everything will come together as it should. But here are the words I never spoke
look the smile on your face lit up this whole place
it was hard to understand the type of women I had in my hands
you were easy on the eyes but I knew that deep down inside you were burning for my touch
I’m sorry I couldn’t be there when you needed me the most
I’m sorry I couldn’t be the one you called home
I’m sorry I couldn’t quit you
You use to make me feel free
you would send chills down my spine
Looking into our worlds intertwine
with age you became more refined
I would make you mine from time to time
Yet at the end I knew you were never mine
Our souls losing each other as we let go
for the last time we touch it was a blissful moment that was lost forever
It’s time to kill the lights it’s time to search the great Divine for a lost soul.
I don’t know where I am at far from home trying to find someone who isn’t real
II’ve been trying to find myself but at the same time I’ve been so lost I can’t sleep I’ve been too far gone
Look into my eyes see where i come from, from all the pain and drugs fuck my problems fuck my world
If tomorrow never comes promise me it’s just us
The soul is where the home is but I’m soulless so I’m homeless
Let’s have a intermission talk about your inner mission
What’s your purpose what’s your role do you kno you do you know your soul
Let the pain out let the fear go cry your lungs out please wipe those tears tho
Talk about what’s killing you inside there’s no where you can hide
Lost deep in my soul knowing I have no where else to go
Drugs and alcohol consume my system killing myself and my inner wisdom
This is a sickness and I am the symptom
Deep down knowing I am it’s victim
Thou love thee with
most desires.
burning flowers
ashes rising like a
burning kindle.
Love shall set me
free if thou desires
to let me go,
greatest fear of all
is to burn upon her
tears as they drip
down her cheek oh
so heavenly
It was a normal day for Ally Jones. She had just finished her hour at the gym, she began the walk to the locker room sweat running down her back and her forehead. She grabs her towel as she turns to go into the shower room, she removes her shirt over her head and continues to remove her pants and undergarments. The water drips down from her head to the rest of her body; she sighs as the cool water cools her off. She starts to slowly rub her clit in the shower being no one else is in any of the other showers, she sits on the step in shower and lays her head back. As she pleases herself she lets out a low moan and starts to rub a bit faster as she hears “hello?” She gasps and collects her things, wraps a towel around her and runs from the bathroom in total disbelief that someone was in the showers with her. She dresses and runs to her car completely ignoring what just happened.
A few Hours Later…
Opens the red front door to her house. “Babe i’m home” She yells down the hallway, she sets down her car keys in the holder and runs upstairs to the bedroom to set her purse down and change her clothes. She opens the door and is shocked by what she sees, her master Jack Jones is standing there with a whip and her collar in his hands just in his underwear. He seductively says “Come here BabyGirl I have some things for you.” She looks at him and her eyes meet the ground. You can clearly see he is upset by her actions “Excuse me! Did you hear me? Or shall I repeat myself?” He groans, she looks at him “Sir I have been bad and dont deserve that collar.” She tells him. She slowly sets her purse down and goes to the collar drawer and pulls out a blue leather collar with a lock on it, he sighs “How bad were your actions slut?” “I masturbated in the gym shower room without permission Sir and I am sorry but I couldn't Cum someone walked in.” She exclamed. He looked down and said “Get on the bed slut its time for your punishment.” She looked at him in disappointment with herself and was contemplating her decisons, he yelled “NOW I KNOW YOU HEARD ME BITCH!” She gasps loudly and gets on the bed with no further instruction. He starts to rip Ally’s clothes off as she pleads “Please Sir I know I made a mistake but could we talk about it first?” Obviously at this point he doesnt care and doesnt listen to a word she says, as he gets up to look in the closet for the toys and restraints he is going to use on her this time. He grabs handcuffs, rope, an anal plug, ball gag, and a flogger to use on his precious slut Ally. He returns to the bed with the items he plans to use with a huge gleaming grin on his face kindof laughing to himself as he says “Give me your hands to put on your restraints.” She hesatantly sticks her hands out to him, he forcefully grabs them and slaps handcuffs on her tiny little wrists. He lays her down and ties up her legs so she cant squirm and fight him while he is punishing her, he puts in the anal plug. She winces and a little tear comes out of her eye, he puts the ball gag in her mouth so she cant scream loudly. He chuckles as he grabs his flogger, he runs it across her stomach and the inner of her legs kind of teasing so she will get wet before he can put his decently sized 8 in cock in her. He continues to tease for a while whispering “Do u like this? Am I good enough for u to stop disobeying yet? Dont worry it will get worse hunny.” She nods mumbling because she cannot talk with the gag in but secretly she is worried about what could happen to her, she knows she cant ever disobey again because it might be Jacks breaking point. He starts flogging her harder and harder as she winces and crys trying to beg and plead for him to stop, but there is no end in sight. “Are you ready for my large cock baby?” he asks. Knowing she has to say yes or it will get worse for her she nods yes slightly scared. He pulls off his underwear and rubs his cock a little before sticking it straight in she jumps a little and trys to let out a little scream. He says “ooo you like that babygirl mm ill go harder for you.” He pounds her balls deep for what felt like hours to her, but it was only a few minutes he finishs deep inside of her. Leaving her tied up there over night he sleeps in the guest bedroom so she can rest peacefully.
The next day…
Ally wakes up tied to the bed with her anal plug still in and her masters cum still in her from the night before but the ball gag was removed. She looks over at the clock on the bedside stand and sees that it is 11:30 in the morning, knowing she works at one she starts to yell out “Sir i have to go to work wake up!” Even though she yelled for him he ignored her and came in an hour later saying “Wake up sweet angel you have to go to work.” She looks over at the clock as he is untying her and it is 12:30 she is so worried she wont make it on time. She jumps up after being untied and jumps in the shower super fast, gets dressed, grabs her car keys, and runs out the door so she isnt late to work. She worrys all day because her master knew she wasnt on birthcontrol and he still purposefully did what he did to her.
Age is a bliss at every stage of life
The way we perceive our age is based on our outcomes of it. Most people don’t understand the concept behind age other than it being a number that represents the amount of time you have living.
I base my age on my experiences as I feel like an old soul trap in the wrong generation or maybe I grew up to quick to actually enjoy my childhood. Either the case
For those who feel age is important. Age is a number to those who fear making a connection with someone who is not of their generation.
I’ve spoken to many others who see me as me and not my age
I’ve encountered many difficult situations in life yet I’m still a child in most but I will not let that make me feel less
Funny how it always comes down to age I’m about to be 30 but yet I’m too young I’ve been in lifestyle for 10 plus years.
Ive been on the cage for a couple of years now and it’s always the same but it is what it is. For those who are about to say why I’m bitching or crying I’m not I understand what thus lifestyle is about but apparently I don’t.