4 months ago. Dec 31, 2019, 2:02 PM
It seems that I'm on a roll with blogs about numbers of words. Maybe it's because they are important, 🤷 or maybe it is purely coincidental and you probably don't care about this part, yet, here we are. 🙊😂💖
I recently had a play interaction with someone. It was a bit of online fun, or so I thought. However, the very last words from me were FUCK YOU!
Yes, part of my sparkly charm is that I am strong willed, strong minded and passionate. I care fiercely. (it's true, don't believe me- try me!) But those two words, that particular phrase...is something I use rarely and with caution.
A little bit of storytelling. 📚
Like many people, I have areas of insecurities- some much bigger and stronger than others. (And that is OKAY!) I have one particular area that I am so sensitive about. Long story short, the other person knows and has known this. They demanded something, poking that insecurity in the center, I got overwhelmed and upset, and they said "What's wrong wussy?!"
(WUSSY?! Are you 10 years old?! Pretty sure that's the last time I ever used that word!)
once I picked my jaw up off the floor, fiery passionate Sparkles came out. Days pass, I confront them again in a calm manner, asking how they could do this to me?! Why?I thought perhaps if I understood their thought process, I might gain a better understanding. But...no. *sigh*
"I'm done. I don't need someone who swears at me like that?"
Well buddy, guess what.....
I may be sparkly,I may be overly optimistic,
I may try seeing the best in everyone, but
This kind of behavior is not ok.
Humiliation and degradation are NOT my kinks. If they are yours, great! You do you, Babycakes.
Sure, help me grow past where I ever thought I could be, but I already feel broken in that area. Breaking me more is not the answer.
SO to all those who act in deplorable ways to others- (non-negotiated of course), to the narcissistic, to the liars, to the ones who use and abuse, the cheaters, the ones who get close to others and the disappear, the heartbreak Kings and queens, the ones who keep others as dirty little secrets, the wannabes and instadoms, and so many others....
*May we all deal with far less asshattery in this coming New Year.*
And to those genuine people out there, don't lose heart. You are worth far more than you know! You are a sparkling gem- I see your beauty. And thank you to those who help pick up the messes in the aftermath of crap like this. oneThe The protectors who help us lift us back up. The ones who seek to repair the damage. To you, I have two very different words-
THANK YOU! 💖💖💖
i am a much bigger fan of THOSE two words!