Currently feeling very consumed....
Feeling swallowed up by the waves.
It has been a LONG week. A lot has happened in a short period of time. Not all bad, some very amazing moments, yet definitely left feeling overwhelmed. I relate to this song so very strongly...
And as I'm overwhelmed, I go back to this song. Its fun to sing and harmonize to! That is therapeutic to me. And the romantic side of me shines through. That fairy tale side perhaps.
Recently a Dom here on Cage told me one of the biggest mistakes he sees subs make is developing feelings for their Dom. That D/s isn't like regular relationships. And while on one hand I fully understand what he is saying, if I am not operating in a way that includes my feelings and emotions, D/s or not, then everyone involved misses out on part of what makes me sparkle. I operate with and from my heart. I feel deeply.
I will end with this..how a heart can be so happy and so sad all at once, I don't believe I will ever know. Its ok to cry. Its ok to feel deeply.
Maybe one day I will understand...maybe...
*breathe Sparks, breathe"-
"I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance...."