Random thoughts from Soundguy Dom

You know you are kinky when: sitting in a physical therapy waiting area,  you see a therapist bring a rolling stool, a large rubber band with handles and a patient into the hallway. Place the band around the waist of the patient, sit on the stool and instruct the patient to pull the therapist down the hall.

If your first thought is: I wonder if either of them is into human pony play and wouldn't it be better if they were using a proper harness...then you know that you are kinky!

True story that happened this week.  

Moments during an impact scene when you dance on the edges; giving enough pain to hurt but, not to harm a treasured masochistic sub. Watching the body they've given to you begins to struggle, fighting between escaping the blows and arching into them.
A delightful dance performed as the sensations overwhelm their last bits of self-control.

In those moments, your heart beats faster, your mind focuses on the bond of trust given to you, and the world shrinks to the space between you and your sub.

In those moments, the time spent learning, practicing and committing yourself to being a responsible Dom is rewarded. Watching their body quiver and struggle. Hearing their screams or gagged moans as the sensations and exchange of power overwhelms them.

In the moments afterward, releasing the bindings, seeing their eyes looking dreamily into yours and feeling their body collapse contently into your embrace. Priceless.

Seeing the energy of your restrained sub, build and build as a result of applying a carefully chosen banquet of physical, and mental simulations on to their body and into their mind.

Feeding on the energy they release once their body, and mind overload from your efforts.
Their smile, tears, and marks reassuring you that the exchange of power is mutually essential for both people.

Waking up after an evening of rope play, manhandling, stress positions and forced orgasms to that my sub still has rope marks on her upper chest that will be difficult to hide at work.

Finding it difficult to not drop into "Dom Space" as she searched for a top to cover them and then deciding that it was a day to not pull back her hair.

Realizing that she is enjoying my reaction...priceless!