LIFE, LOVE & the PURSUITS of !!!???!!!

I'm a Good girl 

with 

Naughty tendencies:);):);)!!

Now is that such a terrible, horrible, outragous and outlandish way to be?!?!?  I at least admit it...in certain situations and companies.  That's the part that makes me a good girl I don't feel the need to publicize my kink preferences and or needs.  I would rather share them on a need to know basis.  

I have been once upon a time in days of my youth a much more out and about type of person regarding my body and my sex.  I'll leave it at that.  I however have become and settled down into someone who wants to share my body my sex my fantasies with just one other.  

Yup I am for the most part a good girl... some like my mom might disagree....but I say please and thank you when and where appropriate.  I behave well in public.  I would know how to hold a conversation with anyone's parents....or children.  LoL lol lol...

Naughty tendencies I have... quite a few...kinks, why  yes I do... fetish?!?! only one I have the need of a Daddydom.

1crazygirl/1cg

MAKE HER LAUGH

THEN

MAKE HER MOAN😝😜😇

Works great.... guaranteed...we women/girls/ladies/ I do believe just people in general but specifically us of the female persuasion like a humorous partner.  Someone who can help us laugh, make ourselves giggle and see the fun parts of life.  Laughing with us... enjoying each other.  

One of the best quotes I have adopted as part of my top 10-live-by-qoutes...( BTW how do you like me making up my own terminology? !?!?!? Figure it's my blog gonna blog my way)...

Ok here's the qoute:

"I DON'T TRUST

ANYONE

WHO DOESN'T LAUGH"

~MAYA ANGELOU

I agree with Dr. Maya Angelou.

1crazygirl/1cg

I just have this happy personality & a sad soul in one body. 

It's weird sometimes.

I read that qoute on WordPorn one day and was stunned.  How could an online non referencable string of words hit me like an arrow to the brain and pysche??!!?? How how how???

I saved the words, I reread the words I still get amazed by them. I think about myself and how the words relate to me, have related to me. For the most part I enjoy being happy and fun, funny, silly I get pleasure out of small things in life.  I like to make people laugh I like to laugh.  I like the sounds of children having fun I like to have fun playing games.  Ice cream...if it's chocolate makes me happy.  

My heart and soul hurts often because I feel alone even when I'm around people.  I feel empathy and pain for others in terrible situations.  Often I hurt for how we humans are treating each other and Earth.  

It's definitely weird strange weird to be a feeling caring human being.  

1crazygirl/1cg

Pick one folks any of the 3 fits me to a "T".  The BRAT part of me loves to tease within limits.  Except if you happen to be involved with me in a cutthroat game of UNO then it's game-on:);):);)!!!  Teasing flirting wordplay pre-sex is a fun past time.  Every brat luvs to be chased.  Ohhhh some  great tags came to mind ...luv2bchased...brat4u2chase...lol lol lol.

Independent...ohhhh Yes I am.  I sit sometimes comfortably  under the sub category.  I ohh so do truly appreciate a Daddydom who knows His stuff.  I don't submit to many though which is unfortunate for me...I love love love screaming out DAAAADDDD...omgoodness I totally got off track.  Pardon me for taking you all down my fantasy lane.. Independent yes I have a brain I have been known to use it.  I would like to be in a D/s where brain use is valued.  

Trouble...hmmm maybe.  Depends on what someone considers trouble.  I am not perfect...I don't expect perfection in anyone else.  Trouble can be fun.  I'm probably more of a handful than trouble.  I am after all a natural redhead...so what do you expect?!??!!

1crazygirl/1cg

I love big brains on another...I don't care really what sex, size, color, dimensions and or any of those other silly human categories we place upon each other.  Show me your smarts and I melt. Teach me something and I'm enthralled and wanting more.

It's true that the seat of sexuality is in my brain...peak my interest by communication not dick pics.  Took me quite awhile to learn the actual terminology for someone like me; a sapiosexual.  I accept that term as a part of me:);):);).

1crazygirl/1cg/Sarah

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Hugs...yeah hugggssss even the word sounds nice.  I cant remember the first HUG I recieved, and I'm not talking about that baby holding thing, but a full on arms wrapped round me emotions bursting bodily contact with another HUG!!!  I am fairly certain it was with some relative if not a parent and I also am sure I liked the warm safe feeling.  I mean who doesn't??!!??

Sure sure sure there have been hugs I could of missed....crushing clutching yucky felt like I had to hugs that I was involved in that is part of the hugging human existence.  You all know 'em can see them coming at you from a mile away the smiling hugging awwing arms outstretched hugs some people will even broach the question..."Can I hug you"??...You try to be brave while not shuddering and groaning out load as the same time the question hangs in the air.  Typically you, of course have been cornered in front of others and before your brain can master your mouth you mumble out..."Yes" or "Sure" or "God help me why me??!!??" lol lol lol.

Hugs hugs hugs yaaaaay yaaaay for hugs.  I think more hugging should be happening.  What could it possibly hurt??!!?? It's free..it's 0 sugar and calories...it's easy to do most ages and abilities can handle it...and it's universal everyone understands what a hug is...and dang it it feels good:);):);)!!!  I wonder how many calories are burned when giving a hug?? 

At this time the huggggggs that I considered the best I will miss the most.  Thank you Dad for all those huggggggs the big, the little, the comforting, the great jobs, the I'm sorry and most of all the I love You HUGS.  This hug is for you Dad love you.  HUGGGGGSSSSS

1crazygirl/1cg/sarah

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How it's going this summer so far I think I am pretty much gonna be dating Myself....I am happy with me I like me I don't usually, and yes I say usually, sometimes ok often it happens more than I guess I care to admit I fight within myself....I do have battles within about what who where and why such and such is gonna happen....I chalk it up to being a Libra....https://i.pinimg.com/736x/34/b8/dc/34b8dca8012d68297bf2b2dddeffe275--libra-zodiac-zodiac-signs.jpg

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also Libra has something to do with scales and justice and everything is fair and equal blah blah blah........

lol lol lol lol nooo seriously I do see myself in most of what I have seen written in the horoscope writings but who hasn't??!!??

which leads me back to being single with myself alone dating myself this summer, I am just not your average typical kinda woman...but then who really is???!!!??? 

I speak my mind, most of the time, I am a bbw with natural red hair which people ask me is your hair really red???!!!??? no NO it is not it is auburn and if you don't know what that is google it, people, please....

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all reasons why I am summer single dating myself cause it truly takes a strong strong dare I say it again ONE STRONG MAN DOM MAN to even approach me to talk to me cause I am one heck of a woman but once you got me hang on it's a ride to behold cause I am down-n-dirty-fresh-n-cutie-bbg-fun:);):);)!!!

1cg/1crazygirl/sarah

They are my new crush my new favs my new loves i got it sooooo bad i want a poster i am spending inordinate amounts of time listening to these 2 men play amazing covers to beautiful soulful drop my panties beg me to bear their children wanna scream and plead to hear more of their tunes music.....

I haven't been this crushed out on anything nothing since I first smoke weed/marijuana/ since I had my first real orgasam---btw thank you very much for that it lead me to wanting many many ok nvm on that topic----.......anyway these guys are great:);):);)!!!

2CELLOS is their name....their group name yup i went so far as to look up who what where and why about them....i got it bad...matter of fact I am listening as I am typing this out to you all....

I am ready for them to come to Red Rocks Ampitheatre....that is the place to see a concert in Colorado....I will know when they are coming cause YES i am a groupie i gave them my gmail....i have sent them a gmail....i sent their coordinator for north american events a gmail....I have hopes high hopes that maybe they will come here right here where I live....

Did i add did i happen to mention that not only do they rock at playing their instruments they are drop dead HOT!!!! OMG LADIES CHECK THEM OUT.....you wanna see some hot passion being poured all over a stage.....watch their live performances them actually live in concert is amazing.....they do covers of anything and everyting....movie tunes.....Nirvana...MJ....Henry Mancini...plus classical music.....with full symphonies...yes i have a full on crush wet panties and all....

Great music someone anyone who does something full on passionately, which you see them do the 2CELLOS guys--Luka Šulić and Stjepan Hauser----are a sight to behold and hear.....not to mention YYUUUUUUMMMMMYYYY

PEACE2U 1cg/1crazygirl/sarah

“I don't trust anyone who doesn't laugh.” ~Maya Angelou~ 

She was one on the ball down to Earth beyond richter scale intelligent said smart right on bottom dollar 2 cents I'd walk a mile to hear her speak words of wisdom wish she had been related to me kinda woman....I wish I had the chance to hear her speak or meet her...she rocks my soul with her words just words they are but the way she puts them together is WOW BANG BOOM ZOWIE BOOM BANG to my brain and soul....

Like why would you even want to spend any amount of time with anyone someone who doesn't laugh or make you laugh??!!!???  It should definitely be up there in the top 5 reasons why you like/love a person....not cause they speak intelligently with or at you...not cause they can organize your life, or you or think they know how to better than you do....but cause they laugh with you....enjoyment and joy are key to a relationship and having fun along the way....

I look back on my relationships and the best ones having fun experinces always involved laughing....my relationships that were not lover/sexual/based with friends, family others of any type, the best memory meaningful moments in time   were with people who I spent time laughing.....I have recollections of being with people ones, who I hold dear, those that I miss or keep contact with is because of having spent time laughing with them.....

Anyone you can be comfy to open up and let loose enough to drop your guards to just deep down belly laugh is special...someone who will make you laugh so hard that tears stream down your face when you are talking hanging out with them one on one or in an intimate group with creates a bond a memory in our minds....it floods us with feelings of pure enjoyment....

Yes I don't trust those who don't laugh or don't seem to want to laugh have some fun at least a few times a day....those that preach about how one is only moving forward and being structured if they are doing this that and the other thing at all times...Judging my cover my life instead of just trying to laugh with me and getting to know me.....laugh live or you won't last:);):);)

PEACE2U 1cg/1crazygirl/sarah

“Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.” ~Maya Angelou~

This quote hit me hard....at a hard time.....it hit me in the head/heart/gut/and anywhere else it could hit me....I thought omg whaaaaaaaaat whaaaaaaaat where when and which way did she gooooo this smart intelligent woman who said this and why aren't I even listening to this???!!!!???

The words are simple common words, easy to understand nothing out of the ordinary.....but you put them all strung together like Dr. Maya Angelou did and WHAM BAM KABOOOOOM???!!!???

I still have times when I struggle fight.....I mean I am a woman and a bbg and I do have a hard time..... with making other people priorities who have made me options....but trust on this I am living and learning it's much easier to make myself a priority with some individuals than to later cry over spilt hurt feelings....specially if it happens to be theirs....lol lol lol I am becoming a tuffer stronger meeeeee even for a woman/bbg/with lg tendencies.....I also love love love this quote by her.....

“Hate, it has caused a lot of problems in the world, but has not solved one yet.”  ~Maya Angelou~

That to me goes along with priorties, if I keep the 2 working for me I keep an inner peace...and an inner peaceful me is a happier healthier meeee.....

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