2 months ago. Thu 23 May 2019 06:52:07 AM IDT
"Damn it youre suppose to say whos there!"
"Why would i do that when it's open?"
Here i am again, in a tub of too hot water, my skin turning red, the smell of lavender filling my sinuses and pondering. We talk of connecting to someone that matters to us and hoping they feel the same. What we fail to realize is when talking about connections, there is more than one. We have spiritual, emotional, mental, and of course physical. Id do a breakdown of all these but to be honest the lavender is super calming. I do know one thing for sure. I connect with people on here through curiosity, concern, and sometimes confusion. The friendships that follow make me wonder, what caught my eye about that person? Some of them it's easy. Usually a blog post that brought me to their profile. The last dom i was with, i ended up stumbling onto his profile and liked it because he seemed interesting. I started it by something as little as that. We formed a connection through conversation, so mental and then through physical.
Other friends was curiosity about something in their bio, such has a similar interest or statements of how they live. Some of them i will never meet, but can feel all the same. I connected to some emotionally and care for deeply as friends. Some are spiritual and emotional. Some of these stay and some go. Some come back and some could grow. All i know is i'm rambling, im too warm in the hot water, feeling sleepy from lavender and thinking about how i can't wear my favorite ring until i change it up a bit. Damn ex brother inlaw for finding a fabulous engagement ring for me.
I dont know what the point of this blog was other than, anyone catch my dr. Seuss moment?
Maybe i can do a part to when im not feeling drained. Haha
I do know that each connection i make, matters to me and i dont like to lose them.
Had to add this picture because it's so very true