Today started off just as normal as the rest. I woke up and he was already at work. I’m always disappointed when I sleep through him leaving. I crawled out of bed and down stairs for some coffee, I’ve been trying to cut down to only one cup a day, and have been doing pretty good, today though I drank the pot and most of the next one I made. I didn’t sleep last night. Im not sure if it was the excitement or anxiety.
I ended up finishing off about 4 cups while I scrolled through my phone. Once I was finally able to get myself motivated to get dressed I started feeling a bit better and decided to go to the store to do some grocery shopping (really wish there was a role absolutely forbidding me to grocery shop). I grabbed a few food items and some personal things we need and headed home.
I spent most of the day just lounging around, I tried a few times to get in to a book I picked up but couldn’t find it interesting. I finally gave in to my exhaustion and took a nap.
I slept for two hours, longest nap I have ever taken, but instead of waking up feeling refreshed I felt groggy and slow. I pushed myself to get up and get some cleaning done followed by getting dinner prepared to go in the oven. I waited a bit and put dinner in the oven and sat back down to attempt to read my book.
I read at the kitchen table for awhile and then heard the downstairs door open that leads to the garage. My husband came up the stairs, greeted me with a kiss and went up to our room to shower. In the time he was gone I got dinner out of the oven, fixed both of our plates, and sat them on the table.
He finished up with his shower and came to the table. He was telling me about some details on one of the projects he’s working on, I tried my best to pay attention and show interest but my mind kept drifting. I wondered if he would still tell me about his day when I was no longer allowed to sit at the table with him, would he still ask about mine?
We finished up dinner and he helped me clean up. While cleaning up he asked if I wanted to talk now or later. I chose later and suggested we watch a movie.
We cuddled on the couch and watched our movie.
When it was over we went up to our bedroom and out to the balcony to talk.
He asked me first if I was still sure that I wanted to do this, reassuring me that he would be fine if I no longer wanted to. I told him that I was sure, that I had given it a lot of thought and that I definitely wanted to pursue this opportunity, and that I didn’t think we would ever be a better time to brace these roles so fully. ( I am currently out of school waiting to be accepted in to a program I need to finish my degree, we also plan on starting a family shortly after I finish school). We talked on that for awhile, then he went to retrieve the list of rules. He handed them to me and told me to start with number one.
I read them to him one by one for the second time (this time was much more pleasant than the last), we discussed each one individually in great detail. We reached one that I was having a bit of difficulty on, he told me to mark it and continue. I read through the rest of the rules, marking a few that I wanted to discuss. He also added a few that he said he had forgot to add in. Once I was finished we went back to the first marked rule.
Added rules.
Slave will have daily rituals that are not to be altered under any circumstances. Also includes a few subcategories I will go in to later.
Slave is to memorize all positions and corresponding names.
Slave will memorize all hand signals and commands.
Master will decide what slave wears while out of the house with friends
Marked rules.
Slave will give her body to please others if master orders it.
This is actually a topic we have discussed before. He confessed a few years back that he occasionally would get himself off to the though of me being fucked by someone else. The idea turned me on, and on multiple occasions we have even made plans to go through with it, which all ended with me calling quits. Not really sure why I would always back away from something that excited me but I always did. I fully expected this to be something he would push forward on. Some of the sub catagories are now. Master will be present at all times, others are not to punish, protection will always be used, others will not cum in slave. And a few others.
The next marked rule.
Slave is to understand that master may take other women.
This to we have discussed. I’m not to thrilled with it and requested that additional rules be added. The sub catagories to this one are now. He is to never cum in another woman, he is to always use protection, the same woman will not be used twice, he is to never take another woman without my presence, slave is to assist when ordered, slave is to kneel quietly with head bowed unless told otherwise.
Anal.
Surprise!! Surprise!! I am a sub that has actually never done anal. We have played a bit, allowing him to put a small vibe in me and a finger, but damn his cock is way to thick. So of course this was on the list and I fully excepted it to be. I didn’t add anything to this but an eye roll. He laughed and promised to take his time and be gentle.
Pet play
This one was a bit of a surprise. He has never showed an interest in this, maybe
he just discovered it recently since we have always been very open. I spent sometime researching this one since it was new to me and it seems pretty harmless. There are a few subcategories with this one also that dictates my behavior and such.
There was a few more minor things we discussed and some things I needed clarification on, but the talk went very smoothly. Once we were done he went to retype it for us both to sign. He came back with a folder that had a few pieces of paper. Inside was basically a study guide on positions and commands and a list of articles he wanted me to look up and read.
We finished off the night having a few beers and talking as the sun went down. He decided he should get to bed soon so we took a shower together, which was very nice and he headed off to bed. I have a much harder time sleeping so here I am in our living room writing to myself, him, and the world again.
