After a really beautiful talk with an old friend today, I reflected on events that have transpired throughout my submissive journey.
Declarations of feelings from myself and others.
Alot of things were revealed to both of us in this conversation.
From feelings unexpressed to each other, to catching up on time without communication, to the depth of feeling in my current dynamic.
I truly believe that everything happens for a reason and sometimes relationships just aren't meant to be.
In this I am grateful.
He was not my One.
Although we harbored very strong feelings.
But we would've lost out on even greater things if we would've pursued what wasn't meant.
And we could either be upset and have feelings of regret and resentment or just be happy with what transpired.
To enjoy the growth and learning experience we gave each other.
We both thankfully chose positivity and support of each other and im so blessed to call this man a friend.
Thank you my old dance partner for being the person you were at a time when I needed you to be you.
And thank you for supporting me now, in my immense happiness.
It truly means so much to me.
I just hope to all those out there reading this, that you don't hold back on expressing the truth of your heart.
If he and I were meant for each other, We could've lost out on our One.
Don't make that mistake.
Be open.. honest and forthcoming with yourself and those you value.
Tomorrow isn't promised and neither are second chances.
Don't allow your timid heart to hold you back.
Now... for a song that speaks...