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Treasure Chest

Where you will find the hidden gems along my journey. My feelings. My raw and real emotions. You will get laughter, kink, positivity, with pain and some times heartache all wrapped in silver lining. So if you haven't been here yet, make sure you begin at the beginning.
2 days ago. Tue 19 Mar 2019 09:41:43 AM IST

Every hard moment in time has a silver lining. Just a sliver of light wrapped around the mess.  Around the chaos.

 

Feeling numb to the depth of what life has thrown my way tonight. This is huge coming from me. The girl who just feels. Feels everything.  Feels so much. 

 

Today is different from yesterday.  There has been a shift in the universe. In my universe.  And from this day, my life will be changed.  It can be good or bad. Who knows?

 

I'm sitting and pondering the mess. Looking at it within my mind's eye and trying to find that dang silver lining.  

 

It's there. I know it is.  But shit is raw. So my blinders are on. Or maybe I just don't want to point to the good for once. *shrug*

 

Maybe I just need to sit here and absorb. Just soak in everything.  All the bad along with the good so I could grasp what's happened. And how everyone's life around me will change because of one choice.  Or too many choices.

 

All the choices piled high. Too high for things to stay thick.  They get thin up top like a mountain peak. You get too high and there's nothing to hold onto. The air is thinner there. You struggle to breathe while continuing that climb.

 

The top is reached and there's no more up. It's just down. The last choice made, placed at the top and there's no room to move or hold on. You stumble. And slide to the ground.

 

There it goes. Rock bottom. Literally. And you're beat the fuck up. Just wrecked. 

 

So I guess the silver lining is that once you're down there.  Beaten. Broken. Defeated. There's nowhere else to go but up. 

 

And maybe, next time, the mountain of choices will be wider. Each choice thought through more, so placement won't cause everything to just crumble. Being meticulous about what to do and who to be next time. 

 

Placing each choice in a better place than the last time so there will be more places for walking. For growing. For breathing. That's all we can do. Right? 

 

4 days ago. Sun 17 Mar 2019 11:56:03 AM IST

Not enough words to describe that feeling. 

 

Those sensations. 

 

I closed my eyes and a haze of colors floated behind my lids.

 

Taking me with them.

 

I followed.

 

Unthinking.

 

I found my way to you.

 

To your words. 

 

Your comfort.

 

Was held from afar.

 

No happier place than there with you.

 

We spoke.

 

Without words. 

 

Only pure meaning.

 

Pure feeling from my soul to yours. 

 

When I flew

 

I flew with you.

 

And....

1 week ago. Wed 13 Mar 2019 04:47:21 AM IST

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

(English Translation Lyrics)

Each time

Each time that I see him go by
My heart goes crazy
And begins to pound and beat
And it becomes excited(it becomes excited)
It no longer reasons
I can't control it
And it becomes excited (it becomes excited)
It no longer reasons

(Chorus)
Bidi Bidi Bom Bom(Bidi Bidi Bom Bom)
Bidi Bidi Bom Bom(Bidi Bidi Bom Bom)
Bidi Bidi Bidi Bidi Bidi Bom Bom
Bidi Bidi Bidi Bidi Bidi Bom Bom

Each time
Each time that I hear him speak
Even my legs tremble
And so does my heart(and my heart does the same)
And it becomes excited(it becomes excited)
It no longer reasons
I can't control it
And it becomes excited(it becomes excited)
It no longer reasons And it begins to sing to me
It sings to me like this, like this
(Chorus)
When I hear this song
My heart wants to sing like this

(Chorus)

(English Translation Lyrics)

(Verse 1)

I know you have a new love

However i wish you the best

If you did find happiness with me

Maybe, someone else will give it to you

 

(Chorus)

Like the flower

That with so much love

You gave me

It withered

I'm leaving today

I know how to lose

 

But, ay ay ay how it hurts

Ay ay ay how it hurts

 

(Verse 2)

If you see how it hurts to lose your love

With your goodbye, you are taking my heart

I don’t know if I will love again

Because I gave you all the love I could give

 

(Chorus 2x)

Like the flower

That with so much love

You gave me

It withered

I'm leaving today

I know how to lose

 

But, ay ay ay how it hurts

Ay ay ay how it hurts

1 week ago. Sat 09 Mar 2019 09:35:49 AM IST

I legit could NOT have said this better myself.

 

It's weedin' time.

 

I'm just here weedin' out all the nonsense and bullshit from my life. 

 

I deserve fuckin' greatness. And I can't achieve that, with emotional moochers and disrespectful, shadiness crowding up my peace and zen.

 

This sub is still working on being the best treasure there is. It's my time, and that is fuckin' ok. 

 

Self care?

 

Yes! 

 

That's all me... right here. I got this shit. 

 

I'm a motherfuckin' CHAMPION. And I refuse to let anyone be in my way.

BOOM!

 

💋 

1 week ago. Fri 08 Mar 2019 05:19:58 PM IST

⬆⬆⬆😍😍😍😍⬆⬆⬆

 

'Nuff said ❤ *drool*

 

And as always, stay safe, stay blessed and keep on KINKIN on 💋 

2 weeks ago. Thu 07 Mar 2019 07:05:08 PM IST

I know I will! ❤

 

And as always, stay safe, stay blessed and keep on KINKIN on 💋 

2 weeks ago. Wed 06 Mar 2019 04:32:46 PM IST

And here we are, back in the middle of the week again. 😂

 

Some of us are getting what I'm wishing for ⬆ 😍 

 

If so, Fuck Yea!!

 

And if not, and you're going to work like I am, keep your head up...our day will come. 

 

If only it was my pussy cumming...hmmm...

 

*Mouth watering. Panties wet*

 

Damn. *giggles*

 

Oh yea, and being Treasure again feels really FUCKIN good! ❤

 

Ciao Lovelies!

 

And as always, stay safe, stay blessed and keep on KINKIN on! 💋 

2 weeks ago. Tue 05 Mar 2019 06:31:06 PM IST

Ok... now that I've written my Fuck You for the week *giggles*

 

I'm able to take a deep breath and say....

 

Yaaaasssss!!!! I'm sexy AF! And proud of it.

 

Whether its my walk, my talk. 

 

Whether its my scent with a side ways glance. 

 

I'm sexy and I know it. And my Tuesday will be filled with the knowledge of my unwavering confidence. 

 

So please, my fellow kinksters, take a queue from me and go into YOUR Tuesday strutting your stuff, knowing you're amazing and SEXY AS FUCK.

 

Ciao my lovelies! 

 

And as always, stay safe, stay blessed and keep on KINKIN on 💋 

2 weeks ago. Tue 05 Mar 2019 10:12:12 AM IST

Fuck this!

 

Fuck you!! 

 

Yes! I said it... Fuck. You.

 

There's no respect. No care. Strictly a business arrangement.

 

That's what we've become. And its all good. Really. I knew this was coming. Its better this way.

 

I prefer the honesty. No more hypocrisy. Just two people who have stopped trying to fit a square peg into a round hole. 

 

And that's ok. There are others to care. Others who really love. 

 

We both know its not how it was meant. But my sanity will last a little longer without the bullshit. 

 

So yea...

 

Like i said...

 

Fuck you. 

 

Thank you for the role you played in how I've come to be, but I've got it from here.