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Minxy Island

Writings from a Lady about life, love, sex, friendship, connection and comfort
6 years ago. September 19, 2018 at 2:06 AM

I helped him. I befriended him. I listened to him. I owned him. I was there, he was there.

Then.....nothing.

He was gone.

I cared, I worried, I trusted. 

I was HIS domme, he was MY pup.

Then.....nothing.

I was going to claim him, collar him. I accepted him. I began to truly love him. Why? Because he was mine.

At least my heart said he was.

He lied. He left. He went silent. He was just gone.

I ended it. I couldn't do it anymore. And yet, I still cant call anyone else pup. He will always be my first pup, and for now, my last. 

❤LadyMinx69 

Hmmm no no.

Wrong.

You think you're so tough. You call yourself a dom. You call any female a slut and automatically assume they submit. 

I may be a brat, but i know my worth. You want me to be a slut, then you claim me. You call me yours. Until then, you are wrong.

Yelling. Screaming. Cursing. Hate. Love. Sex. Distrust. Lies. Secrets. Pressure. Trapped. Threats. Depression. Broken. Pain. Scared. Life. Death. Heaven. Hell. Push. Pull. 

Wherever you are, I need you. I want you. I love you. My passion is for you and you alone.

You will become my daddy dom,  and you will be true to your nature and word. You will teach me and guide me. 

I will become your slut, your whore, your cum slave. Your babygirl. Every part of me will be owned and claimed by you. And I will offer it to you freely. 

Wherever you are, know this one thing....I am waiting for you, come and claim me. 

 

❤LadyMinx69 

No. I am a woman. 

I have started a domme/pup relationship. I didn't think i could ever become a domme. But here I am. We just mesh well. And I care about him. He loves it when i call him pup, when i say he is mine, he automatically replied "I am". I have  been doing research, and we just confirmed this relationship yesterday. So any advice would be appreciated. 

 

❤LadyMinx69 

I am no slave. 

 

I never will be a slave. 

 

I am not yours to control.

 

I will not be at your beck and call. 

 

We serve each other.

With respect. Love. Passion. Affection. 

 

Never ask me to be your slave.

How to explain the feeling of being turned on by being a sub. That feeling of being called babygirl. Or recently, for me, little one. I love pet names my dom gives me. 

I love begging for his cock. Im not afraid to say that i deserve his cock. That i need it. I need him. 

He may not like that i tell him upfront i deserve his cock, but if hes a true dom to me, he will know what to do. 

Hes out there. My tamer. My lover. My sir. The one who will have my collar. The one i will let own my collar. The one i will submit to. To love. 

 

❤LadyMinx69 

Why is communication so difficult?

 

Im always getting hurt. Always have been the pursuer. I get to anxious and lost.

Maybe im not cut out for this. I cling to what I want, to what i crave .

Is that not enough for you? Am I not worth your time?

 

❤ LadyMinx69 

where is that one daddy dom that sets all the other ones apart?

One that is true to what he says he is. Who is actually willing to be who and what i need and want. One that is close to me physically and emotionally. 

Sigh...

 

❤ LadyMinx69 




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