From Brat to Obident Slut

Part of my job as daddy's good girl is to have his work clothes ready to put on. 

Well I am getting them ready and laying them out. He still has a couple of hours before he had to go in. 

I wanted to take a hot relaxing shower. I put my one year old in the playpen and turned on cartoons.

The shower was perfect. I shaved my bits and worked on my eye brows. I took my time. 

I get out and dressed and make much way to the living room.

My beautiful handsome funny baby boy has decided to poop. He managed to reach out of the play pen and get daddy's shirt. When o say everything is covered in poop. I don't know if you get the full picture. 

It was in his hair!!!!!! Normally as a mom I can boss through the poop smell. It's normally contained to a diaper. This boy had me gagging and begging Jesus to fix it. 

Luckily I had a back up clean work shirt hidden away .

Had to reshower this time with my son laughing and playing with his toys at my feet. It took 30 minutes to get the poop out of his hair. Daddy decided he was going to join me in the shower only to be surprised to find our son. 

Playpen has been hosed down and blessed. It needed Jesus. Everything is in the washer. It is like he'll never escaped.

This sub is for sure not into poop play...

It's hard some days because I feel ignored and forgotten. 

Is he going to notice I'm not following the rules?

Is he going to catch on to my sass?

I can stick my tongue out at him and he doesn't notice...

My brat mode is full blown. 

He knew what all I was doing and made notes. I settled in bed to go to sleep when he joined me..

"You were very bratty today weren't you?" 

It's enough to instantly awaken me from my tiredness.

I have sentences and got spanked. 

Daddy I swear has eyes in the back of his head...

I only thought I was being ignored for a game. He was testing me and I failed .

One of my biggest concerns I have had is my daughter seeing me wait on a man.

In the last couple of weeks I see it's a positive. She sees the love and care that goes into our relationship. 

I wake up and get the clothes laid out for everyone. Since daddy works in the evening I let him sleep in. I get them breakfast and then take a shower and do my hair and make up .

I then wake up daddy while they watch cartoons. He is attentive and gentle in front of them. They get to see that Daddy loves mommy. 

When he leaves for work and we go about our day lunch and cartoons. Swing on the swings outside. A normal life. They don't know of the fun things we do behind closed doors. 

My daughter helps me with dinner because she knows Daddy loves to come home to warm food. Since joining this lifestyle our arguments are down and the frustration we have both felt disappeared. 

I think my job as a sahm is to make sure every member in the house is happy especially daddy for providing for all of us.

To everyone else we are a typical couple happily in love. They don't know of the dirty things that feed all of these things .

Just a random submissive thought. 

My daddy says that he likes the taboo things in sex. 

I don't even know what the word taboo means.

I have been exploring the interwebz for ideas to bring them into our life.

Sex in a public place like a bathroom or empty office. My question is how do you get both people into the space without people noticing? If you get caught is there a magic word that will keep you from going to jail?

I have so many curiosities about the subject. Also he is so much more am ambitious in his chats with other people than when we get into public.

I have tried feeling up on him in restaurants and normally get my hand pushed away. How do I help this process to please him?

Just some thoughts running through my mind. 

I have always identified as a brat. It was easier to say no when I an uncomfortable with a scene or throw out my safe words than have trust that my daddy knew me well enough. 

Two weeks ago the talk came into play. He explained that it is his dream to have me completely obdient. I explained to him that we would both need training.

His knowledge of domdaddy world was just in the bedroom and zero aftercare so I didn't enjoy it because 9/10 I walked away sore and unsatisfied. 

Since we have both started training I feel sexier than I ever have. I say yes daddy, and please daddy more than I ever have.

He puts me and adores me. Which makes the rough scene easier to handle. I enjoy the submissive role more than I thought possible .

His anger swings are now in check and he listens when I have a concern. Thank you D/s for opening a door we didn't know about. 

We are still training and learning .Any advice or suggestions will help. 

We are getting rules for me while he is at work and punishments. 

Any help is greatly appreciated.