Trust

I recently discovered that I am a dominat or have a dominant personality. I was in my first d/s relationship and it ended bad as we had set up our terms and actually did the whole contract (not sure if many actually do that  ). Things were great in the beginning and we were both enjoying it and I had realized I enjoyed being pushed and then once I reach the point where I knew she'd need to be punished that I must take control and show her I'm in control. But after a short while she took a trip to another town to visit family and the next thing I knew she had given herself away to another without my permission or even asking (yes we'd discussed to be exclusive ). Obviously things ended after this. I am not one for sharing my feelings but hey unfortunately I have no one in my life who understands this lifestyle so I am open to comments and opinions from you all with more knowledge and experience than myself 😊.