Bored out of your mind

When you get that ich it do somithing to you ,Knowing when you do it it will become something bad but you must do it to get the pleasure of of it. when you finally get that ich you don't worry about what happens next you stay in the moment and In the pleasure of it. It not until you come down from being high and out of mind that you start to think. .....????( Does he or she  love it will you show more or will he or she ask you to stop and leave?) You start to get nervous and worried but they are still in there own pleasure you simple wait and keep quite until they start to speak.