Fantasies of an unfulfilled dream....

i was allowed by my MISTRESS to go to work wearing my WIFES worn panties, cock Cage and hold up stockings under my jeans and the feel of the tops of the holds ups made my clit engorge into its restricted space, causing a pain and an ache which proved uncomfortable as i worked. It was a constant reminder of the owner Sissy i was becoming. 

When i returned home i was ordered to place peanut butter at the back of a diaper and olive oil in the front, then put it on and sit awaiting instructions. It was strange to place a diaper on again after all these years in boxers and panties!!

after that episode, i was told

“Lets get that quickly and open ur blouse and pour on ur body and down those dirty slutty panties.....

the mess was incedible and by the end I was extremely hot and my heart rate was very high. 

once i was allowed to clean up, i had to bag my clothes, as they were for the next task, later this week or perhaps next! 

My MISTRESS certainly has a vivid and varied imagination!

so MISTRESS told me to dress in my mustard stained white panties, black bra, stockings, skirt and white shirt and i waited for the next instruction. 

i had been told to purchase a swede and tomato purée as well as beans, cucumber and honey. 

kneeling submissively, I was told to hollow out the swede.

Then i received this meesage

“Fill with tomato puree and fuck it, slut!!!!! Pour some on urself as well...”

i did what i was told and sent MISTRESS a minute video of me degrading and humiliating myself with a root vegatable!!

after 10 minutes i was allowed to clean myself up, but the dress, panties and bra were to be put straight into a bag to fester until needed again. 

The hold ups also went in.

the thought of having to wear these disgusting soiled clothes again really turns me on, as it helps  feed all three of my fetishes of sissification, food humiliation and degradation.

i have no idea of when i will be told to wear them again but i hope they get a chance to dry off a bit ! 

MISTRESS gave me this order

“Ok lift ur dress place in panties and then apply on ur stomach area and in ur bra.“

i did what i was told and with a knife i dug out a block and placed it in the four places that i was told too. 

Soon the food melted and i had to use the material of my dress to mop up. Then as the ice cream became sticky, the dress was struggling to absorb and i was dripping on the floor, not only the ice cream but the chocolate pieces that were mixed within the dessert! 

i hope MISTRESS doesn’t choose this food again, as the tidy up on the carpet and chair was an unexpected use of my limited time i had available with my wonderful MISTRESS, who had got up early to help be with me for this task.

still it’s a learning curve and all was cleaned up eventually.

MISTRESS told me to use another food instead of adding more ice cream and i had tomato sauce to hand. So i was told to pour, squirt that over the inside of my bra, down the inside front of my dress and of course my panties. As you can see, by the end of our session i was caked! 

so my MISTRESS allowed me to wear my WIFES worn panties, my hold up stockings and my cage under my jeans whilst i went to work this morning. i enjoyed the feel of my lace against my engorged squashed clit as i walked. i was also ordered to buy some ice cream!

upon returning home, i was told to dig out my messy panties from lady week, my new white dress and my black bra.

after being allowed to remove my cage, and my WIFES panties, i was told to put on the smelly rank looking panties and the lemon curd smelly stained dress over my black bra.

i loved the way you could see the bra strap and bra outline and i felt degraded and slutty in equal measure 

i was told to undress but to put all my clothes, I cleaned and still soiled into a bag.

i will be wearing the same clothes next week at some point and no doubt be humiliated and degraded while being a well dressed Sissy by my wonderfully creative MISTRESS.

i believe that the panties will be the ones that you, the Cage community, will see get progressively more dirty, filthy and smelly as time and the number of foods used progresses.

now 10 days since i last was allowed to cum, my clit is beginning to twinge more and more frequently each day 

despite being clean on, MISTRESS ordered me to soil myself with mustard.

i poured it down the front and back of my new panties and my clitty got hard immediately. i sat down and the mustard soaked through onto the back and front of my skirt.

MISTRESS ordered me to squirt some down my blouse and my skirt and of course i did what I was told. 

i felt excited, extremely aroused and a slutty Sissy!! 

so MISTRESS sent me with a shopping list to get another outfit. i was to buy a black bra in a similar style to the lovely white one, a white blouse and a short skirt.

Although not identical, apparently the bra type i brought a few days before is only sold in white, i did find a value pack of three bras for just £3!! Exceptional value! 

i found the section with a group of different skirts and sent a pic to my MISTRESS asking HER to choose which one she preferred.

i did the same with the blouse but the selection was slim and none really did it for MISTRESS or me for that matter.

(note to self, keep looking for a blouse or shirt that is tight fitting!)

MISTRESS picked her least disliked blouse and with the bras and skirt went to pay. i was in a queue with three ladies one of which looked at what i was carrying! 

So today, i was told to model the new clothes for my MISTRESS, and to add hold ups and a clean pair of white cotton panties. 

This is how i looked.

so an amazing day comes to an end but excitement is still to come 

Firstly, my wonderful MISTRESS is making me go at least 40 days without being allowed to cum. my record is 25 so i need to be mentally strong to get to that target. i am on day 7 today. MISTRESS made me edge on five occasions earlier which was very difficult but my feelings are secondary to MISTRESS’s pleasure and amusement. 

Secondly, MISTRESS felt it was a good plan to show you, the Cage Community, my humiliation and degradation of me wearing a clean pair of panties and over the coming weeks show you the gradual change in their colour as MISTRESS tells me what to put down the front and back of them. 

the orher panties were not virgin white and MISTRESS wants that story to be told from the start.

i hope you, the Cage readers, enjoy my journey as much as i do writing about it.