Fantasies of an unfulfilled dream....

i felt even more slutty showing my bra straps and I suppose on hindsight a black bra would have been even more so. 

Earlier in the day, as readers will know, i had to re-enact for MISTRESS my oil fantasy.

The panties that i had used were in a bag still soiled with oil, mayo and lemon curd.

MISTRESS loves to see me soil myself and so i was told to put them on under my new dress!

Once on, I played with my clit using the dress as a layer of clothing in order to make it messier quicker. my clit got very excited as i moaned.

MISTRESS wanted me to put one more food down my panties and i suggested Greek yogurt and i said, in passing, in my video to MISTRESS, that I put that on my breakfast.

so SHE told me to pour some on my clit  and then fuck the pot. Then i would still have to use and pour the remaining yogurt on my breakfast in the morning!

i did what i was told and it was cold and very exciting!! i am not sure i will feel that way in the morning however, but that is literally for another day!

when I took this i had no idea my bra strap had slipped but that sight made my clit twitch when I saw the pic below!  It is clear that at the time i took the pic, my clit was tremendously aroused!

MISTRESS ordered me to buy some stockings when i next went shopping and i wasn’t going to turn down that opportunity. There is nothing i love seeing a beautiful lady wear than stockings and suspenders and matching lingerie, preferably all black.

Still, i digress, so I went to the section of the shop where i thought they would be, found some and sent a pic to my MISTRESS for her approval. Once gained, and agreed i was walking to another section of the women’s section and saw a couple of plain but lovely dresses and i immediately took another pic and begged MISTRESS to let me buy these too.

Luckily SHE did, so along with the rest of my groceries i walked out of the store content.

i was able to get time with MISTRESS and i modelled the dress, stockings and put on my new bra and felt slutty and aroused.

my MISTRESS wanted me to recreate, in real-time, with HER on WhatsApp the scene where i poured oil over my clitty.

i asked if i could wear my new white bra and i was allowed. As SHE said, “what an oxymoron a dirty slut in virginal white!!!”

i was ready to perform and i spent over 25 mins with MISTRESS watching me pour oil over and play with my clit, whilst edging but NOT cumming.

MISTRESS then asked me to add mayo which was Devine and smooth. my clit got hard instantly and then, much to my surprise,  MISTRESS told me to get a jar of lemon curd and fuck the jar! 

so, fortunately i had a jar and took the top off and sunk my gorged clit deep inside, twisting the bottle round as i writhed on the chair. 

It was an amazing twenty five minutes, on the edge getting messy and humiliated by my wonderful MISTRESS.

as it was videoed i have no pics to give you, but perhaps i will remember to take a pic of the messy panties, if i am asked to perform again!! 

as MISTRESS was delighted with my earlier blog post, i was rewarded with the wearing of my messy panties.

the reward was further added to by me having the decision of what to add. 

At the time, my choice of thousand island salad dressing was sound, but by the end of the session, i believe it is one i will regret.

You see, i didn’t realise how runn and smelly it was and one i had videoed and performed to my MISTRESS, the addition of the sauce both over my clit and down my bum, the cost of my decision became clear.

i was able to tidy and clean myself up after ten minutes kneeling submissively in the panties but as i places them in the bag for future use, i could tell that the smell and colour of my once prestine panties were going to be rank, when i was allowed to get them out to wear again.

The humiliation and degradation of having to put on my panties, to be ordered to add more food to them, to leave them in an airtight bag and stew over days before wearing them again is intense and exciting. To have my clit covered with food.....

i love performing for my MISTRESS ‘s pleasure and amusement so much 

As regular readers will know, i had to buy a nightie of my own, and not wear my WIFES castoffs.

i had an opportunity yesterday to go shopping and  i looked in a store that offers good value women’s clothes and lingerie.

i found three nighties and sent MISTRESS a pic of each of them. MISTRESS selected the one SHE liked the best and it looked a little short but my feelings and considerations are secondary to HERS.

(i subsequently realised that it was the top half of a two piece set, the bottom half being the ‘shorts’ and i had purchased only half the set! I didn’t see the lady shop assistant double take at my error but i do wonder if she was a tad suspicious as i walked up confidently to the counter carrying two nighties, matching bra and panties plus an additional thong!!)

MISTRESS had allowed me to purchase a second nighty, which i liked the best.

Whilst scanning the lingerie area, I saw a matching set of white that I liked the look of, and without much thought i brought that too.

MISTRESS told me to model the clothes i brought  for HER today which i did.

Whilst doing my fashion show, i mentioned that i had brought a new white set, and although MISTRESS pointed out that SHE had not authorised the purchase, SHE would still like to see it. 

Fortunately, MISTRESS felt that i had made an excellent choice and MISTRESS ordered me to show The Cage community too. 

MISTRESS told me that i looked pretty in my new lingerie and i was very proud and pleased.

i felt really excited wearing the set. i normally like lace bra’s but i think the fact that this bra was virgin white and made me look as if I had breasts made me more aroused. The thong covered just enough as too not be too slutty and i am pleased that i shave my clit area as it would not have looked as pleasant.

By the way, now i am under my MISTRESS’S wing, i no longer have a cock to call my own, hense the reference to my clit in the last paragraph.

MISTRESS has said that i am going to be able to wear my new clothes during my training and i am excited to see what will become of my new additions to the wardrobe.

i felt excited when MISTRESS told me what to put in my panties, but i was even more excited and hornier when MISTRESS told me to post the update on our blog. 

my clitty moved within its dirty cell, being humiliated and degraded in front of you all ( well those of you who read our posts anyway 😄 )

i cant wait to find out how long this mess will continue for and how many food will be added.......................

so MISTRESS thought that margarine would work well so that went in today 

To help me explore my food humiliation fetish, my wonderful MISTRESS has given me orders of what food to put down the front and back of my panties. 

On the first day, MISTRESS chose chocolate custard. Day 2 was tomato ketchup and day 3 jam, strawberry to be precise. 

i am to show her, in a video, the food going in back and front and then sit and contemplate for at least 15 mins.

To my surprise, MISTRESS told me to bag them, still soiled and full of jam, in an airtight bag for the weekend. i was, in no circumstances, allowed to clean or wipe them.

so day 6 arrived before i was allowed to remove them from the bag, and then wear them for today’s session. 😈

so my MISTRESS chose the order, best to worst, 2, 1, 4, 3

i still need to go out and buy my own but it was a good step in our journey together 😘😈😃