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My Daddy, My Desires and the Damn Distance in between

I'm a collared slave who is adored by my Daddy, my Master, my Sir...but I only have his touch 10 days a month. This is my outlet to express my feelings and desires for him.
17 hours ago. Thu 21 Feb 2019 02:03:02 AM IST

Away Day 2


I had a little bit of a bad day today. The moving company made me have a moment of utter breakdown. Day 2 is always hard for me...missing him, stress and nerves of moving and then the call from the moving company that won’t give me an unload date...just sent me over the edge.


Thank God for him. He took time out of his busy day to calm me down...tell me it will all be alright and tell me he loves me. He listened and just let me cry it out for a minute and the picked me up with his words and gave me the encouragement I needed.


He helps me relax when my perfection OCD takes over. Helps me remember what’s important and not to get so wrapped up and over think everything.


Thank you Daddy for always taking care of me...especially when I’m a total mess and can’t even talk. You are my rock, my strength and the one that holds me together. I love you so much.


Until tomorrow...

1 day ago. Wed 20 Feb 2019 06:58:03 AM IST

Away Day 1


Finished up the packing today! All ready to go! Everything is scheduled for install and unloading on Saturday. I’m super excited and nervous...wishing he was here with me. But I’m hoping I will make him proud of the home I will make for him!


I had to work hard to not let them blues slide in today. I really miss him...I doesn’t help that I didn’t get much sleep. The first several nights after he goes are the worst...combine that with nerves and my brain not shutting off! And when I’m tired I can get weepy fast!


Off to bed!! Long days ahead!


Until tomorrow...


2 days ago. Tue 19 Feb 2019 07:11:37 AM IST

D Day...


His last day off which translates to his travel day back to work tomorrow...which start his 20 days away from me. It starts the countdown again...


This day is my most dreaded day every month...but it has to come. It is our life...I don’t know if I will ever get use to him leaving...and honestly I don’t want to. I want it to hurt...I want to still cry for him...I want to feel the pain when he is gone...this means that I still am madly in love with him.


I spent the day getting all of the things set up for our new place. Planning the move this weekend...and lunch with a friend. It was good to keep my mind occupied...I only had a brief cry!! I’m looking forward to being busy over the next week as the first 3-4 days are the worst for me. 


Here’s hoping that these next 20 days fly by!!! Setting out on a new adventure and a new job!!! Getting our home ready for him!! So excited and nervous (good nervous)!!


Until tomorrow...

3 days ago. Mon 18 Feb 2019 05:30:46 AM IST

Home time - last night


It’s that time again. Tomorrow he leaves. We have had such a busy time this home’s hard to see if come to an end. The only thing that I’m excited about is I will be super busy over the upcoming week!


I will be moving next weekend....and starting a new job next week! Movers will be here by the middle of the week...then I will be driving the 10 hours to get there...and then getting our new place set up!!


It’s all very exciting!! I’m a little nervous that I will be doing it alone...but I think I can handle it. It will definitely make it sweeter when he comes home this next time to our new home!!


I will definitely keep you all posted...


Until tomorrow!

5 days ago. Sat 16 Feb 2019 05:50:28 AM IST

Home Time - Day 7


I’ve often found that there is not much that gets me worried or upset. If you take out my child or his children which is expected...there’s not a whole lot that can get me upset. I’m the type of person that has the mind set that everything is going to be ok...that it will all work out. If an obstacle is put in my way then I figure out how to go around it or go another way. 


That’s always seemed to do well for me...with everything. If a door shuts either kick it open or go to the’s fine. This quality about me either drives people mad or they gravitate towards it. Sometimes it hard for me to remember that not everyone is like this. Not everyone has patience to see the long road...not the shortest quickest path.


This is another reason that him and I balance each other well. He’s more of an in the moment person...and I’m more of a long term. He helps me enjoy the in the moment emotions...and I’m helping him see that the road we are on is going to be a wonderful journey....and when the times are rough we will figure it out together.


As we embark on our new journey...moving to a new state, into our new home, starting a new job...I’m so excited !! I can’t wait to be able to show him how “us” will be unstoppable!! Our bond and partnership will be something he will be proud of...and learn that someone can be the missing piece to his happiness and have a life we have both dreamed of.


It’s all working out...perfectly. Even when it feels like somethings aren’t exactly how we wanted’s the long road we are after...and patience is building our perfect.


Until tomorrow....

6 days ago. Fri 15 Feb 2019 08:30:24 AM IST

Home time - Day 6


Well....things are turning out like they should!! Or I should say as we were hoping! I have accepted a new job in our desired city!!


We are patiently waiting the information about the new place we are wanting to rent! 


We spent our first Valentine’s Day together just enjoying the day and each other. We went to a movie...then came home to watch another movie. All the while holding each other.


Things are falling into place...and all I can hope for is that they continue to do so. 


Until tomorrow....

1 week ago. Thu 14 Feb 2019 05:51:51 AM IST

Home time - Day 4 and 5


Well last night was so amazing that I passed out and didn’t blog! Lol


We spent the whole day apartment shopping and I finished up interviews. We had a very full day of activities...once back to our little B&B that we had rented we relaxed. We enjoyed just living on each other...kissing and nuzzling. Had good conversation and then it was time for me to prepare for play time.


I took my time getting ready for our play session that I knew would include anal. I did the necessary prep for an anal session, took an extra long shower to ensure my body was extra smooth and then replaced my tongue ring with the vibrating tongue ring. I dressed in his requested outfit, inserted the butt plug and put on his favorite color of lipstick.


Out on the bed and the dresser were the toys, lube, whip, collar and leash. I laid on the bed and waited.


We began with me pleasuring him with my new vibrating tongue ring. Very interesting...but he loved it! I loved hearing his pleasure as his fingers twisted through my hair.


He then laid me on my back and slowly teased me with his tongue. Gently arousing my clit with each flick of his tongue. He played music with his mouth all over me...taking me to the point of cumming and then backing off...not allowing me.


He then puts himself inside of me alternating himself with the butt plug in and out of me...he finally allows me to cum...once he does he is just a volcano of orgasms...over and over as he doesn’t let off.


He flips me over and proceeds to penetrate me with his hands...adding lube to pleasure me with both holes at the same time. This is all leading him to finally burying himself inside of my ass. He moves slow...but steady moving to ensure I’m Ok. I am moaning loudly as the feeling of both pleasure and pain is overwhelming....and with my body still rocking from multiple orgasms and wanting more...all I can do is moan and scream with pleasure.


The orgasms take over and he has be quivering hard. His body is on top of mine holding me in place. The feel of him dominating me is amazing....


I pass out in his arms...and he holds me close all night. This was an absolutely perfect day...


We drove back today...enjoying our day together. We read to each other during the drive. Again...another perfect day of us together.


Until tomorrow....


1 week ago. Tue 12 Feb 2019 05:31:59 AM IST

Home Time - Day 3


I got woke up this morning to sweet nuzzles to be back of my neck...then the question...”are you up for a ride?” Well yes Sir!!! I’m always up for that! No matter how bad I feel!!!


The feel of him inside of me is the absolute’s as if my missing part is finally in place. He fits me perfectly...and can hit every single sensation that drives me wild. Our bodies entwined is a symphony of pleasure and love...The power he fills me with and the marks left on my body are the reminders of his control over me...body and soul.


We spent the day working on our new life hunting, job interviews and enjoying time as a family. What a wonderful day...


Fingers crossed for the job interview and that we land the perfect place for us!


Until tomorrow...

1 week ago. Mon 11 Feb 2019 07:06:51 AM IST

Home Time - Day 2


It’s been a nice day. Still sick but better than yesterday! He has been super good to me...making sure I’m resting and taking my medication.


I was thinking about how different people handle situations. I’m the type of person that is relaxed and takes things as they come... if it’s doesn’t kill me or life threatening then I’m really pretty chill about everything. When I’m done with something...then I’m done. No if’s and’s or but’s...when it’s done it’s done. I see some people who hang on to things for way too long.  Causing themselves even more agony than needed. When you can’t control it and can’t change it...then why worry yourself about it? You can’t fix it????


It’s hard to watch and it’s hard to understand...from my point of



I know this is obscure and strange the way that it’s just a random thought...but it was what was on my mind.


Until tomorrow...

1 week ago. Sun 10 Feb 2019 07:03:32 AM IST

Home Day - Day 1


What a wonderful evening!!! We ravaged each other like never before. Our bodies took over and we had primal uninhabited sex.


I’m sure the headboard made devits in the walls. I’m sure I have marks. At one point I covered my own mouth to not wake the entire house! He did things that made me do things that I have never done before! Let’s just say that my nipples are forever grateful of a new found sensation.


Unfortunately today I have fallen super pisses me off!!! I have waited 18 long days to have him back....and as much as I have tried to not keep the sickness away it came to me full force. I tried so hard to keep a good face and just push through....but he finally said to really don’t feel good do you?? Why I asked....he said because you look terrible!!!


So here I sit with my throat on fire, my sinuses plugged feeling like all my energy has been sucked out of my our cute B&B that we have for the next 4 nights. Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow....I really want to enjoy every single second with him!!  


Fingers crossed that all these meds kick in!!!


Until tomorrow!!!