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Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

I'm a owned and collared. The journey I have been on with Daddy is amazing...and only gets better! This is my daily entries of what is going on in my head and stories of all the things I’m learning with Daddy!
3 days ago. Jul 29, 2021, 6:09 AM

Face Fucking
Forcing a blow job. 


I would not use those terms... but I'm not sure what my definition would be... what about yours?



5 days ago. Jul 27, 2021, 5:01 AM

Fantasy Rape
A rape scene played out but with consent and arrangement by both parties.


I think this screen could be a turn on for me... especially with lots of after care. In my head it could be highly traumatic if not done with care... and lots of communication before hand.



6 days ago. Jul 26, 2021, 5:30 AM

Electrical play, electro torture. Using electricity in SM games seems a scary notion to many people but it can easily be made safe provided two simple rules are followed: only use devices powered by low-powered batteries, and certainly no mains-powered appliances; and avoid placing any contacts above the waist (including on hands or arms), because even small currents in the heart or brain can disrupt those organs' own delicate electrical activity with serious consequences. Popular devices include Relaxicisors and TENS machines, designed for muscle and back-pain therapy,and violet wands, which use radio frequency discharge and can be used above the waist provided the face is avoided.


This one is interesting to me. I mean I've used a Tens machine before... on an injury... and over time I loved that damn thing... It felt so good in a hurting type of way. I would love to hear how it has been used in scenes or sessions with any of you... 



1 week ago. Jul 22, 2021, 4:20 AM

Beta-endorphin. A form of chemical produced naturally by the body that seems to be involved in regulating the perception of pain. The name is derived from 'endo-' meaning internal, and the name of the drug morphine: endorphins are chemically similar to opiates, and one of the factors in opiate addiction is that the body stops producing them in response to the presence of the drug. The detached euphoria sought after and enjoyed by some SM bottoms as a result of heavy pain games may in part derive from the release of endorphins.


My introduction to endorphins were with my first tattoo. Why did I want more the minute it was over, after counting the seconds while it was happening? Then testing my limits with longer tattoos sessions. I never imagined how sex and control could enhance those feelings even more. The addiction to those feelings are real. Wanting to push yourself more and giving up control to your master... is life changing.



1 week ago. Jul 20, 2021, 4:21 AM

Device, resembling a pair of tongs, used for applying very strong and tight elastic bands, intended for vetinary use in castrating and tail-cropping young animals, but sometimes used as a form of clamp in SM play, especially on nipples (prolonged wearing of such bands should be avoided).


What in the "pinching till it falls off" hell is this torture device? I can't get past that its used for castration and cropping of tails??? How cruel???

Seriously... has anyone actually used one of these??



1 week ago. Jul 19, 2021, 5:23 AM

Piercing passing at right angles through the rim (corona) of the glans penis.


Who has one of these? Or who has been with someone who had one? How does it feel... from the giver and receiver?


Do tell...

2 weeks ago. Jul 18, 2021, 6:59 AM

Duct Tape
A strong woven adhesive tape available in generous widths of 2" or more and a useful standby for bondage purposes, and especially popular for mummification. A tape known as gaffer's tape is rather weaker but is sometimes used as a substitute.


Never used this during a scene or a session. Not real sure I would want it used!! Wouldn't it hurt? Maybe that's the point... but anyway... what in the ever lovin BDSM is mummification???



2 weeks ago. Jul 17, 2021, 5:10 AM

Double Penetration
The act of having two openings filled at once, mouth, anus or vigina. Usually done with three people but toys can be a replacement.


Daddy introduced this to me once in one of or sessions. He has used it on me twice now. He has an a device he uses that attaches to him and adds a dildo to his body... or double penetration for me. Its very enjoyable... but overwhelming at the same time. Its almost as if my body doesn't know what to focus on and it goes into overload. Both times put me into a coma! I'm not sure if I could handle something in my mouth at the same time as my vagina our anus...I would definitely not be giving pleasure from my mouth... it would be just awkward and uneventful! Lol



2 weeks ago. Jul 15, 2021, 4:42 AM

The Latin feminine of the term 'dominator', one who dominates, could just mean a woman who enjoys taking the dominant role but almost always refers specifically to the professional dominatrix who charges for staging scenes where she dominates mainly male clients. The work of these women is rarely classed legally as prostitution because very often genital sex is not involved. Some dominatrixes are renowned for their knowledge and skill at both the psychological and physical aspects of SM techniques and a number have made valuable contributions to the BDSM community.


I have always admired dominatrices. Their stance, their look and the power they have. I think its super sexy. Its not something I would enjoy because submission doesn't turn me on when it comes from someone else... only myself. I could do it... but only for the others persons pleasure... not mine. I like to watch it... but the turn on comes from the power...



2 weeks ago. Jul 13, 2021, 5:34 AM

A role taken on by some dominants or tops that mimics that of a parent: the style is likely to be 'kind but firm', perhaps with little deliberate pain-giving or cruelty except in punishment scenes. A gay male daddy's bottom is likely to be called a boy, and though such scenes can be played on a part-time basis the role is as likely to be part of a long-term relationship as with master/mistress-slave. Other sexualities may play this way too, and although the terms mummy (mommy) and girl are used, there are a number of instances of women taking on the male terms in these sorts of relationships.


Daddy is now my favorite term to use with my Love. Being real honest it took me a minute in the beginning to get used to using it. I felt very strange using that term... mostly because of my own father issues. But once I worked it out in my head... its my favorite.