Trucker life

I bought a chastity device last week that does not require a key to install on my cock.

I came home last off of the road.... got the package,  opened it up and inserted my cock and balls through the device. 

I was a little drunk after having a few glasses of wine.  Wondering if i should really put the unremovable device on me.

But my curiosity and desire toi be locked and unable to remove the device but the better of me. 

I pushed the locking washer in and every thing clicked in place.  That was tuesday last week.  Now Monday. 

I've been able to  masterbate with the device on a brw times week. But it takes me  longer cum.

Sometimes not cumming at all. 

Im used to wearing the device by but i feel i still need a smaller device.  But at just over 100 dollars.  I don't really feel like cutting the cage off quite yet.

I found one with a security screw,  which is just under 500. Only problem is is that it takes 4 to 6 weeks to build and im not sure if i could trust some one like that.... but it is a risk that i might br willing to take after a few months or more of continuously wearing the one i have on now. 

I've wandered often what it would be like to be a male object, a Ken doll for an owner or just one who was hung up on the wall as a piece of art for it's owners amusement.

But having that mindset I feel would be tricky for me. I would think that one would have to have a fairly focused mind on the current tall of being such an object and nothing else. With me my mind wanders to much, but I think that the more I'm restrained to the wall the easier that one thought mind would happen.

Place me position and put a frame around me..

Or encase in plaster to whatever shape you desire me to be in.

Objectification can come in a variety of forms. At least from my point of view.

The problem I can see for me is my age and weight. But who knows some one might like the idea of having an older over weight make object hanging on the wall of there Hall way or in there bedroom for there eyes only.

Watching me trying to free myself with no end result.

If course the owner would have to care of my basic daily needs.

This new device did not work like I thought it would.

My pearls were able to slip out... At least one of them had. Temperature plays a big part when one has some small nuts.

I am thinking now about getting a Chastity belt device but not sure if I should as a truck driver I do a lot of sitting up to 11hrs a day.

Unless the belt device is measures to my exact body specs then I'm thinking that I will not be getting a device like the Chastity belt.

The only for me to get a custom build is to make a mold of my body from my waist down to mid thoughts.

Even with that done it would have to be flexible for when I'm sitting and standing.

I believe that charity isn't going to work for, but abstinance might.... If I could follow through with that. And I doubt that as well.

One true way to keep me from enjoying myself is to become a eunic (sorry about the spelling).

But at this day and time the only way that is going to happen is if I get a bad case of prostate cancer.

Hopefully that won't happen any time soon.

It I might luck up and find one who could do the procedure in a clean and sterile environment.

One other option is to take pills.

But not sure on the king laying effects on that either.

Let me know what you think?

Should I pursue it just let nature take its course?

I'm treating this as my journal for those who are interested in how a truck driver deals with his needs for the BDSM lifestyle. But still knows that I may be a solitary sub while I'm driving a truck.

It would be nice to find a partner who could tie with me. But not likely.

My key holder slash domme roommate has said today that since she is not able to cum then neither should I.

So the charity device status is on until death.

She says that I'm too rest that device as a piece of jewelry.

A cock ring.

Only way to have it off is to either have some custom build and design a device for me that I can't skip out of. Which will mean a PA piercing and the other way is to get a PA piercing and removing the cage so she can install the PA onto my current device.

I'm just a bit squeemish about having that done.

I came home off of the road and put on my new Chastity device which is a fairly heavy piece of equipment. I handed the key to my female roommate and now it has been a whole night with it on and no problems.

She'll decide when I can come out if at all. Which is fine by me. It will be interesting going on the road and having to pee in a bottle with this device on.

You know I've notifying that it is hard to find a true partner who is into the BDSM and whom is willing to ride along with me in my tractor trailer. Which ever company I maybe with.

It would be nice to have some who shares similar interests as I and even willing to entertain my desires. As I would do the same to theres.

Trucking is a lonely life to say the least.

So if any one is interested or has a CDL class a license and is seeking a couple driver let me know.

I have forgotten how good and confusing they can feel. I had one tonight while playing with my locked up member. Do maybe now I won't need to release for a couple more days.