Hidden Secret

Received a message that said "Hello there. Giving you the opportunity to be my new cougar sub" I replied with "I'm not looking for a dom"

Well, I guess that hurt his little feelings because I was told my opinions didn't matter, I was dumb, etc.

Being the sarcastic bitch I am (and bored), I decided to play with him a little bit:

Figured he would get the hint & move on, but noooo:

He told this bitch to shut up (gasp!)

Challenge accepted 😁

And the most satisfying punishment EVER!!

Then he blocked me & blocked me so hard & good, it was fucking amazing

Oh God YESSSS!!!

Just a random thought (Thanks to being a natural blonde, these thoughts happen quite often.....Haha!):

I see a lot of posts/pictures of people referencing wolves/lions/tigers/bears (oh my....😁), but here's something to think about.....what about Gorillas?

Personally, I don't think they get much credit for being the strong, dominant, majestic creatures they are. 

So, I just wanted to give those wonderful beasts some credit.

Ok, random blonde thought is over & I feel better now. 😊 

Thank ya'll for letting me get that out in the open

Went WAY out of my comfort zone & tried something new.......SASHIMI.

The result: I tried it, glad I did, but won't be doing that again. Lol!

But into it twice & had to swallow it whole because I didn't want to start gagging in a restaurant & cause a chain reaction.

Everyone on YouTube tube makes it look soooo yummy, so I was eager to try.

Lesson learned 😂

Being a sub does not come easy to me.

Because of life experiences, I learned early on that the only person I can truly trust & rely on is myself.....you want something, then work hard to get it, never depend on someone else.....that's all I've ever known.

And the few times I have let people break down my wall, it just ended in heartache....which in turn just caused a higher & thicker wall.

But there's a part, deep within, that WANTS to trust, that NEEDS someone to be MY rock, to be taken care of, that CRAVES to submit........

I just don't know how