As I learn

I find myself wanting to have sex. Deep penatration, fucking, raw sex. Fuck, where can I find such release????

I have stopped. I explained that I was not ready. His response has allowed me to give him myself in a way we have both agreed on. It feels so great to be able to to give to him. Great because he has honored my needs and level. He now knows just how new I am. He has shown me such love.