Been a while since I've been here...
So updates:
I finally have my own pet that is all mine, her name is Rockie as in rocky road ice cream,
There really hasnt been anything other than I got a new car, I have major anxiety now combined with tinnitus, I have like 6 sex toys, vibrators,
I moved to a new house so I finallt have my own bedroom with a door yay...
That's it thought i would update...
Hi,
So here's a fun fact, well not fun or a fact lol
I've never really been able to explore what turns me on qhen pleasuring myself, don't know what it feels like to cum, don't Know how to make myself wet without a vibrator,
I've tried..
Many times.
To finger myself to make myself cum and all that.
Um I Know I'm not giving out many details about this, but does anyone have any tips?
😅😅😅😅😅😅
You know those people that take melatonin, as in One pill or two of 3,5, or 10 mg a night to help with sleeping?
Well, my bad habit with melatonin is I take about 10 or more of either 5 or 10 mg.
Is it healthy, safe?
Probably not, but it's the only way to knock myself out into sleep with an hour. If I don't do this, I won't fall asleep until 5 or 6am.
So yeah that's all I got for this blog post, me and my unhealthy melatonin habit.
So yesterday morning around 3am I was heading to use the bathroom and I ended up Accidentally walking into a nail that was sticking out of the side of door way and I didn't see it cause I'd just been on my phone and can't see for shit if I'm walking in the dark Cause my eyes need to adjust and shit and as I went to walk out of my room, me being disoriented thought I was Walking thru the open door way and instead walked into a fucking nailthat was in the side and it hurt so badly.
At first I had thought that I had just banged my head and thought, "no big deal I'M fiiiine."
That is until I was sitting on the toilet and went to go feel where I had hit my head and what do you know, it feels wet and I panicked a little bit thinking, "dammit I'm going to need stitches, woke my mom up and she said it was fine and what did I want her to do about it, take me to the hospital. Obviously that didn't happen.
3 hours go by and I'm just nonstop thinking I need to get that nail out if the wall so this doesn't happen again. So I did but as I looked at the nail I realized something . .
I realized how luck I was to have been slouching when I stupidly walked into it, if I had been standing up straight it would have been my eye instead of my forehead that got cut, it scares me to think that I could have been so close to possibly making my self blind in my right eye due to my own stupidity, *shudders*